Question 5: What role does fear play in your arousal? Be specific.
Be specific. As if the general answer wouldn't be damning enough.
I'm a therapist's wet dream at this point.
Or nightmare. Probably nightmare.
Question 6: Have you ever fantasized about someone manipulating circumstances to get close to you? Describe this fantasy.
What the fuck kind of question?—
I stare at it.
Read it again.
Someone manipulating circumstances.
This is either the most insightful psychological profiling I've ever seen, or whoever wrote this questionnaire has access to my brain.
Neither option is comforting.
Question 7: What is your experience level with BDSM practices? What have you tried? What have you only imagined?
Finally, a straightforward question.
Question 8: Describe your ideal dominant partner. What qualities matter most?
I could write a dissertation on this.
I write a paragraph instead. Essentially describing a fictional character. Because men like that don't exist in real life.
You're about to find out if they do.
Shut up, brain.
Question 9: What are you hoping to gain from this experience? Be honest.
They keep saying "be honest" like I might be tempted to lie.
I'm past lying at this point. I've already confessed to wanting to be manipulated and watched without consent. What's a little financial desperation on top of that?
There.
The pathetic truth in all its glory.
Question 10: What is your greatest fear about participating in this auction?
I almost laugh.
My greatest fear?
How much time do they have?
I hit enter before I can delete it.
The form advances to the next section.
Part II: Experience & Availability Menu
