“It might to begin with, but I’ll make it good for you. I promise. Trust me, okay?”
When I nodded, he slotted himself between my legs, the head of his cock nudging my entrance. Then, he began to push inside.
I gasped. Fingers hadn’t prepared me for this. The stretch and burn was like nothing I could have imagined. My thighs tensed, and Jay paused instantly, waiting until I took a breath before he continued moving in slow increments, pushing forwards until he was all the way inside of me.
I was still burning. So full. Consumed by him.
“Fuuuck. You feel incredible. I’ve never felt like this— There’s no one else but you.” Jay’s voice was so hoarse, his pupils so wide that his eyes were almost fully black, with just the thinnest ring of brown around the edges. He held himself still above me, bracing himself on his elbows, while I adjusted to his thick girth.
Smoothing my hands up his back, I grasped his broad shoulders, pulling him down to me. “I’m ready. Fuck me, please.”
With a groan, he withdrew almost all the way and then pushed back in, slow and steady, until the burn faded andthe fullness remained. I wrapped my legs around him, my nails digging into his shoulders, and arched upwards.
I gasped at the sensation. “Jay.Jay.”
“There?”
“Yes. More. Please. Don’t stop.”
He thrust harder, faster. He was so deep inside me, and I was greedy for more. Digging my heels into his ass, I urged him forwards, snapping my hips up with a moan as he pounded into me, his restraint finally gone.
His mouth moved to my throat, his teeth skimming over my skin. “You feel so good. So tight. So fucking perfect. So fuckingmine.”
My grip tightened on his shoulders, pulling him even closer. “Yours.”
I arched up again, and again, and again, lost in the rhythm of his body against mine, covering me, filling me, consuming me. Nothing else could compare to this.Nothing.
“I’m close,” I panted.
“I can feel you.” He slid his hand down between us, finding my clit and circling it. “Come for me.”
A moan fell from my throat, my whole body shuddering as I fell over the edge, shattering around him.
His hips stuttered, his groan vibrating against my skin. “Fuuuuck.”
I felt his cock jerk, pulsing inside me, filling me with his cum. We held on to each other, both gasping for breath as we came down from our high.
He carefully pulled out of me and collapsed down onto the blankets, pulling me into his side.
“Fuck, Nova. You’re amazing.” Pressing a kiss to my temple, he stroked his fingers through my hair. “Was it… Are you okay? Did I hurt you?”
I shook my head. “Just a bit sore, but it was perfect. Youwere perfect. It was everything I could have ever wanted. Thank you for giving this to me.”
“No, thankyou. I never thought—fuck. Thank you.”
I laughed breathlessly. “We can argue over that another time.” Sliding my arm up his bicep, I kissed his chest, his heartbeat strong and steady beneath my lips. “I wish we could stay here forever.”
“Me too. Come up here.”
We kissed, slow and soft, before he pulled back with a groan. “You’re too addictive, Nova Thorpe. Come on, let’s get cleaned up. Do you have anything here? You might need paracetamol. I can run back to the uni and?—”
Lifting my hand, I indicated towards the bag I’d stowed against the wall of the barrow. “Everything we need should be in there.”
When we were cleaned up and dressed again, Jay lay back against the pillows, wrapping his arms around me and holding me tight. We talked for hours about everything and nothing, both enjoying this quiet moment in time where it was just the two of us and no one else in the world existed. We steered away from darker topics, from the hopeless reality of our situation, both of us pretending that we were just two people who were falling for each other.
I wished more than anything that it were true.
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