I thought it was a reasonable plan, but his eyes went wide.
“You want to touch me?”
Reckless didn’t even begin to describe him.
“Yes. But what are we doing right now?” Besides having an inappropriate conversation in public. “You’re not going to get distracted with fantasies yet.”
“Aww.” Letting out an Emerson-level sigh, he pouted and slid closer until he was brushing up against me. “But that’s the best part and the part that’s least likely to annoy you.”
Ah.
“If you annoy me, I’ll either explain what the problem is before we continue or spank you after we discuss the issue to make sure you remember how to behave later.” Neither of those would annoy me. “So either way, we’ll continue and you’ll get to the parts you’re curious about unless you safeword or walk away from me. Both will let me know you’re done with the situation.”
Did he even know what those were?
Before I could ask, he turned in the booth and pressed his chest against my arm. “The guys at Leashes & Lace usually use the stoplight colors.”
They overshared.
“Would you like to use those as well?” I wasn’t surprised when he nodded and I was very glad he understood the concept. “Then I’ll use those too.”
“Because both parties need safewords.” His brows pulled together as his confidence seemed to fade. “You’re going to haveto explain why a Dom needs safewords, though. I just know they do.”
His education in this lifestyle was patchy at best.
“Alright, I don’t mind having that conversation with you.” We’d have a lot of different ones. “You’re also going to make a list of any questions that come to you at random times so we can come back to it. If we’re scheduled to meet and you bring questions, you’ll get a reward.”
He went still for a few seconds, but after giving me a long blink, he nodded slowly. “Like an orgasm?”
“If that’s what we define as a reward, but we could also make the limit that you get to come anytime you’re my doll in a scene and other times you get one they’re a reward.” I thought it was reasonable but his eyes got wide again. “What are you thinking?”
“Are we even necessary here?”
We both ignored Luca’s whispering because it didn’t rush my boy into action. Eventually his brain caught up with the situation without prompting, which was good to see. “About the differences between reward orgasms and doll orgasms. I don’t know how…I don’t know anything.”
Okay.
“One option would be that for reward orgasms you got to pick how you’d come, manual manipulation of some sort, humping in some way, being penetrated, penetrating me if you were well-behaved enough.” He needed to earn that, and I knew I was right about that call when a shiver raced through his body and he clenched his legs together. “I would always control how my doll orgasmed. Always.”
That was nonnegotiable, but we’d see what he liked best and adapt scenes around his preferences.
Once he figured them out.
“You.” Stopping, he swallowed hard and then pressed himself tighter against me. “You’d be in charge of that part? I wouldn’t have to figure out how to make you happy?”
Ah.
“You won’t beallowedto be in control of that part outside of giving me your limits.” Clearly trying to figure out what other men wanted hadn’t gone smoothly. “If the goal is to orgasm, I need to know what turns you on. Other than that, you will not be in control in any way. I will decide what kind of doll I want to play with. I will decide what you’ll be wearing. I’ll decide how you get to come.”
Licking his lips, he reached out one hand and started stroking my chest. The boy’s touch had me immediately going hard, but his utter lack of boundaries was going to get him in trouble at some point.
Or in jail.
“Hands on your lap.” The stern but quiet command had him looking down at his hand and frowning like he hadn’t known what it was doing. “You’ll get to touch me once you submit to me and agree to test out our chemistry and try becoming my doll.”
Glancing from his hand to my face a few times, he slowly moved it to his lap and glared at it. “Behave.”
It wouldn’t and neither would he…and based on the laughter from the other side of the table, Emerson and Luca knew it too.
