He looked likehewas having fun, too.
“I am,” I said, swooping down to kiss him again, nipping at his lip, risking a long, slow grind of my hips against his, a shiver ofwantrolling through me as I felt his hard cock pressed against me. Must’ve been doingsomethingright.
“Me too,” Felix laughed, and he wasbeautiful.
I’d never thought that before. He’d been my friend, familiar and comforting, but never like this.
“You’re staring,” Felix said. He’d gone quiet and still, fingertips resting lightly against my chest.
“At you.” I licked my lips, not sure what else to say.
Felix snorted. “Yeah, figured that. Everything okay?”
“Yeah,” I murmured. “Yeah, it’s… more than okay.”
A broad grin broke over his face again, and the wordbeautifulcame back, teetering on the tip of my tongue.
I muffled it in another kiss, warm happiness flooding my belly as Felix reached out for the nightstand, hands roaming over him, over his chest and down his ribs until I made him squawk.
“Still ticklish?” I teased, hands poised just above Felix’s sensitive sides.
“You wouldn’t,” he said, clutching a tube of lubricant and a condom wrapper he’d blindly retrieved while I’d been kissing him.
“Wouldn’t I?” I raised an eyebrow, and then lowered my fingers again, grinning so hard my face hurt as Felix howled with laughter, legs scrambling on the bed as he tried to move away, realizing too late that he was pinned under me.
I stopped the second his breath caught, not wanting to push this over into unpleasant territory, and Felix flopped down into the mattress, boneless and panting.
His dick was still standing firmly at attention, so I figured I was heading down the right path.
“For the record, sex with other men isn’t usually like this,” Felix explained, breathless, his grip on the supplies loose now.
“Really?” I raised an eyebrow. “What even is thepoint, then?”
Felix laughed again, pushing himself up on his elbows as I turned the lube over in my hand, lost. I had anideahow this worked, I wasn’t an idiot, but the specifics…
Well, the difference between knowing and not knowing the specifics could hurt Felix, and I never wanted to do that in my entire life, if I could help it.
“Wait until you hear the sounds I’m about to make,” Felix said. “You’ll see the point.”
“Teach me?” I asked. All I could do here was rely on Felix’s patience and willingness to tutor my hopeless ass.
Felix smiled, buried a hand in my hair, and pulled me down for a kiss, his other hand curling around mine and popping the lube open with a piercing click.
“Coat your fingers,” he murmured against my lips. “Warm it up.”
I nodded into the next kiss, doing as he said, another happy little wave of warmth rolling through me as his cock grazed mine, hips rocking against me, letting me see he was still into it.
“This is hot, don’t worry,” Felix said. “It’s hot that you wanna know. It’s hot that it’syou.”
I wasn’t so sure about that, but I was willing to take his word for it.
I focused on warming the lube while his hands moved between us, rolling the condom down my cock with expert fingers, making me gasp.
“Not complaining about the size,” Felix smirked. “Thought you were big when you weresoft.”
“Flatterer,” I murmured, trailing fingertips along the inside of his thigh as we shifted positions, everything close and intimate, skin brushing against skin, the two of us making a rumpled nest in the sheets.
The heat of Felix’s body seeped into mine and warmed me all the way to my soul.
