I’d thought maybe I couldshow it to him when we had to leave. Promise him that he was coming back here,that he’d have something to come backto.
On the other hand, I wasn’t sure of that.Maybe this was it for him.
Thinking of him heartbrokenmade my stomach hurt. Which was why I needed some guidance about this.
I wasn’t suddenlylooking at a man and wanting him to touch my dick.
I was… there were…
Feelings.
Definite feelings involved,here. I needed my idiot friends to help me start untangling them.
When I looked back at thechat, it’dbeen decided that everyone owed Zoe ten dollars. Apparently she’d had me downfor on or before my sister’s wedding, everyone else had me down for later.
So they’d known. Orsuspected.
Butwhy?
What made you guys bet onthis?
Gray:Rememberwhen Fox first showed up and you talked at me about him for an hour and a halfwithout stopping? I was waiting for you to start writing “Mr. Logan Faulks”with a heart around it on napkins. And that’s not even the first time
I…didremember that,but…
I never had a thing forFox
Why did it sound like a lie?I’ddefinitelyhad a sex dreamabout him.
Fox:I’m flattered
He would have been, too. Icould imagine the look on his face, bright eyed and—
Oh.
Okay.
Maybe… maybe that wasa thing. Prodding at my feelings about Fox produced a puff of platonic warmthtoward him, but the faintest trace of something else, too.
Not eternal devotion, but Ididlike the way he smirked.
And I’dalwaysliked longheart-to-heart talks with him. I’d liked his attention.
I liked Ashley’s attention. Notjust when he was sucking my cock, but when we’d had coffee on the roof, andwhen he’d offered to massage my leg for me without even flinching.
Hypothetically, what ifthere was an opportunity and I wish I’d taken it?
I could have said somethingto Ashley before bed.
I could havetakenhim to bed, and now that I was lying here staring up at the ceiling, I wishedthat I had.
It wasn’t hard toimagine climbing under the covers with him and kissing him breathless andlearning my way around another man’s cock, sweet and gentle. He liked sweet andgentle, and I got the impression he didn’t get it all that often.
Stupid as I was, I wanted togiveit to him.
And that was on the alarmingside.
Fox:poor Logan.For the record, I would never have left you *unsatisfied* ;)
