I brushed my lips against his in a chaste kiss before moving back a fraction so I could see his reaction when I told him what I wanted.“I want you to fuck my ass, Jackson.”His eyes widened before he visibly swallowed. I found his hand and laced my fingers through his.“I want to givethatpart of myself to you.”
His mouth was on mine again before I had time to process it. Dropping my hand, he grabbed my ass and hoisted me into his arms. I wrapped my legs around his waist, my hands resting on his shoulders, feeling his strong muscles underneath his shirt.
“Have you got any lube?”
“Upstairs,”I replied, knowing Alec kept some in his bedside drawer.
Jackson refused to put me down, carrying me upstairs and to the bedroom I shared with Alec. Lowering me to the bed, he hovered over me.“Where?”
“Bedside drawer.”
I nodded to Alec’s side, and Jackson reached across to pull the lube out. His brows lifted as he returned his gaze to me.“He use this on you?”
The jealousy lacing his tone was evident. I pulled myself into a sitting position to cup his cheek.“No. Never.”
Relief filled his eyes, and inthatmoment, I made a decision. I didn’t know what the future held for Jackson and me, but I couldn’t carry on with Alec. I couldn’t put myself through it anymore, not when his touch was like a flame scarring my skin.
Nowthatmy father was dead, he couldn't stop me from asking James for help. I hated the idea of asking my brother for handouts, but he loved Billie; he’d do anything for her. And it would mean I would be free of Alec and his temper.
Jackson grabbed my chin, tipping my head back so I had to look at him.“Where did you go, Kiki? I lost you for a second.”
I smiled affectionately at him.“Imagining what it’s going to feel like when you claim my ass,”I replied, not wanting to tell him I’d decided to end things with Alec. I wasn’t sure if his head was in the same place as mine.
A devious glint flickered in his eyes.“How about we find out?”
He pressed his mouth to mine, this time in a soft, delicate kiss. Throwing the bottle of lube onto the bed covers, his hands found the hem of my pajama top, and he lifted it over my head, exposing my bare breasts.
Gently pushing me onto my back, he positioned himself over me before kissing his way down my body, taking his time to toy with my nipples until they were rigid. His tongue licked a path down to my belly button, but he didn’t stop there.
Moving between my legs, Jackson’s fingers tugged the waistband on my shorts, and I lifted my hips so he could slide them down my legs.
“No fair. I’m naked, and you’re still fully clothed,”I pouted, causing his gaze to snap up from where he’d been staring at my exposed pussy.
“Can’t have that, can we?”
He made light work of removing every item of clothing before coming to kneel between my legs, his cock standing long and proud. My stomach clenched in nervous anticipation. He was going to rip my ass apart.
As if sensing where my mind had gone, Jackson wrapped a hand around his shaft and gave it a slow tug.“Don’t worry, Kiki. I’ll go slow. But Iwillbe claiming your ass tonight.”
Lowering himself, he buried his face between my legs, his tongue licking up my slit. I propped myself up to watch him, taking in the enormous Legion tattoo that covered his shoulders and back.
My back arched involuntarily, my teeth sinking into my bottom lip at how damn good his mouth felt.
“Fuck, Kiki. I tried to stay away from you,”Jackson growled between licks.“I tried to stay away, but I can’t.”Another lick, followed by his fingers ramming into my entrance.“I’m so addicted to this delicious cunt.”He paused to look up at me, and for a second, my heart stopped beating.“I can’t stay away because I’m so fuckingaddicted toyou.”
My heart kicked in full force, beating hard as if it was going to burst right out of my chest. A long-forgotten feeling burst to the surface, the feeling I held for Jackson all those years ago.
Holding back tears, I reached down to stroke his cheek, his lips glistening from where he’d been eating my pussy.“Thendon’t. Don’t stay away.”
He launched himself up the bed, pinning me down with his weight.“Leave him, Kiki. Let me take care of you and Billie. You deserve better than Alec.”
Unable to keep the tears at bay as warmth flowed through me, Jackson brushed them away, staring down at me as he waited for an answer.“I will,”I replied, my bottom lip quivering.“I’ll leave Alec. You’re the only one I want, Jackson. It was always you.”
I wrapped my arms around the back of his neck as he claimed my mouth again, never wanting to let him go. For the first time in ten years, the barbed wirethathad wrapped itself around my heart had fallen away, and I could finally breathe easy.
Jackson broke the kiss, pushing up to grab the lube.“I need to be inside you now, Kiki.”
I nodded my head, needing him too. A knot of anxiety tightened in my belly as I watched Jackson pour the lube into his hand and coat his cock with it. Repositioning himself between my legs again, he pushed my knees apart.
