She was right. For some reason, I hadn’t dragged the two of them straight to my bedroom and demanded they get naked. Something had stopped me. What, though? I didn’t know, or hadn’t wanted to acknowledge.
Evenas Abigail’s hand slid down my chest to run over the crotch of my pants, while Carolina pressed soft kisses against my neck,thatsomethingstill held me back.
Frustration worked its way through me as the soft pleadings of a certain woman rang in my ears. I blocked them out, refusing to acceptthatI wasn’t interested in any other pussy than Kiera fucking Carter, the woman I despised with my entire being.
Grabbing the hands of the two women, I stood abruptly, pulling them with me.“Bedroom. Now.”I ordered, hopingthatonce they were naked, I’d get into the mood.
They both giggled as I dragged them across my penthouse apartment to the bedroom, slamming the door closed behind us. Before Ievenneeded to instruct them, the two of them were kissing, Abigail’s hands running over Carolina’s body, while Carolina gripped her friend’s hair and devoured her mouth.
Finally,fucking finally, my cock twitched as blood began rushing to my groin. I slowly unbuttoned my shirt, peeling it off while the girls stripped each other outof their dresses. When they were both naked, Carolina moved her mouth down Abigail’s body, her teeth sinking into the soft flesh of Abigail’s pert tits.
“Jackson, come here,”Abigail panted, throwing her head back as Carolina moved to suck her other nipple.
My feet stayed glued to where I was standing. Not because I didn’t want to move and join them, because I did, Ireallyfucking did. But once again, Kiera’s face flashed before my eyes, ruining my growing erection.
“Come on, Jackson. We don’t bite,”Carolina said, lowering herself to her knees and kissing Abigail’s mound.“Unless you want us to?”
She winked, and I forced a laugh, hoping neither realized it was fake.“I want to watch you first,”I replied, holding Carolina’s blue eyes, and buying myself some time to remove Kiera from my head.“Get on the bed and eat her pussy.”
A devious smile spread across Carolina’s mouth as she stood and guided Abigail backward until she fell on the bed. Carolina wasted no time in settling between her friend’s spread legs and began tonguing her cunt.
Unbuckling my belt, I removed my pants, followed by my boxers, certainthatif I gave myself a little helping hand, I’d get my boner back, andthenget involved with the two women now moaning and writhing on my bed.
Fuck, this would usually get me rock-fucking-solid. I loved nothing more than fucking a woman from behind while she either ate a pussy or sucked a cock—well, James’, he was the only guy I’d ever had a threesome with, and there was strictly no sword crossing.
I wrapped my hand around my lifeless dick, stroking my length a few times, and releasing groans to encourage the Little General to thicken. He twitched, but as the two girls switched positions on the bed, seemingly oblivious to my disastrous attempt to get hard, I gave up.
“I need wine,”I growled, not bothering to put my clothes back on as I left Carolina and Abigail engrossed in the sixty-nine position they’d moved into.
I wasn’t going to get wine. I fully intended to head straight for my bathroom, where I kept a stash of little blue pills in case of an emergency. And now was a fucking emergency. But I didn’t get far. A figure sitting in the darkness of myopen-plan living room made me jump out of my skin. My hand flew out to switch the light on.
“Jesus! You scared the shit out of me!”I said at finding James sitting on my couch. I knew I should never have given him the code to my private elevator.“What the fuck are you doing here, asshole? I’m busy.”
At least, I hoped I would be if the viagra worked its magic.
I grabbed a throw from the back of the couch and wrapped it around my waist. It wasn’t as if James had never seen me naked before, butthatwas when we were both balls deep in a woman, not when I was casually standing around with a limp cock.
“Can I stay with you for a couple of nights?”
My brows rose, more out of curiosity.“Yeah, course. Is everything okay?”
He took a mouthful of his drink. Not only had the fucker let himself in uninvited, but he’d also helped himself to my whiskey.“Yep.”
My body slumped. The tone of his voice was a complete juxtaposition to the word he’d uttered. My friend wasn’t okay, and I could only imagine he was lost in his head over his wife.
James had sworn he’d never fall in love years ago, not after his father blackmailed the only girl he’d ever loved, leaving James broken-hearted. I had a feeling Willow was challenging the vow he’d taken.
I glanced at my closed bedroom door. It didn’t matter if there were two incredibly gorgeous women behind it, no doubt having the time of their lives; my buddy needed to talk, and he came first over everything.
Besides, it was the excuse I needed to not go back into my bedroom and carry on pretending like I wanted anyone other than Kiera.
Chapter 11
Kiera
My soul was light once more.
Well.Lighter.
