Page 70 of Until I Shatter


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"I am not a kingdom," she whispers. "I am a girl."

"No," I say, my thumb tracing the line of her swollen lips. "The girl died in my loft. I saw it happen. I saw you crawl out of her grave. You are a queen. You just don't have a throne yet."

I pull my hand back and open my car door. "This is not a cage, Aria. This is a war room, and you and I are the only two people on the council."

I get out of the car and walk around to her side, the wooden box—my mother's ghosts, her dowry—tucked under my arm. I open her door for her.

She looks from my outstretched hand to the house, a fortress built for my ghost. She hesitates for only a heartbeat.

Then she takes my hand, her fingers lacing with mine. She steps out of the car and into her new reality. The battle is over. The war has just begun.

Forty Nine

Aria

Thehouseisasilent, black-steel fortress, and we are its only two inhabitants. The adrenaline from the car has faded, leaving behind a raw, humming clarity. We are not captor and captive, we are not lovers. We are two soldiers after the first, brutal battle, surveying the wounds and planning the next attack.

I stand in the center of a vast living room with a wall of glass that looks out not on the city, but on the dark, impenetrable forest. It is a room designed for a ghost.

Cassian places the wooden box on a polished concrete table. The sound is soft, reverent. He looks at me, his eyes dark and serious. The wildness is gone, replaced by a focus so intense it’s a physical force.

“He will not stop,” Cassian says. It is not a guess. It is a law of nature. “He will hunt you. He will use every resource he has to find you, to take you, to erase this. To erase me.”

“You called this a war room,” I say, my voice steady. I walk toward the table, toward the box. My box. My weapons. “Let’s plan a war.”

A slow, dangerous smile spreads across his face. It is the smile of a man who has finally found an equal. “He thinks we are running, he thinks we are hiding. He is mobilizing his forces to lay siege to this house.”

“He’s looking for a fortress,” I say, my hand resting on the smooth wood of the box. “He’s expecting a long winter. He won’t be ready for a counter-attack tonight.”

Cassian’s eyes burn into mine. “What are you suggesting?”

I finally look at him, and I let him see all of the broken pieces, all the fire and the ice. I let him see the queen he named.

“You said I lit the match,” I say. “Let’s go back and burn his kingdom to the ground. Let’s end this before the sun comes up.”

This is the moment. The choice. He could lock me in this beautiful fortress to ‘keep me safe.’ He could take over the fight and leave me behind, but he doesn't. He nods, a single, sharp motion. We are partners.

“What’s the plan?” he asks.

I click open the box. The marriage certificate. The letters. And the small, black recorder. Cassian’s confession. The ghost of his brother.

“Your father’s power comes from his perfect image,” I say, picking up the recorder. “The invincible patriarch. The man who survived a tragedy and built an empire, but he is a king ruling on a throne of lies. A king who mourns one son is a tragedy. A king who is responsible for the death of both is a monster.”

Understanding dawns in Cassian’s eyes, followed by a flicker of pain. He knows what I am suggesting. I am going to use his deepest wound as the killing blow.

“Aria…” he starts, his voice rough with emotion.

“You said I was your purpose,” I interrupt, my voice fierce, unwavering. “Then let me be your weapon.”

He is silent for a long moment, the unspoken pain of his past warring with the violent promise of our future. Finally, he nods again. “I’ll make a call. The house will be empty, except for them.”

We return to the mansion not as fugitives, but as invaders. The marble floor is a frozen lake under our feet. The air is cold and still. We do not walk. We advance. Cassian is a step behind me and to my left, a silent, lethal shadow. My guard, my partner. My king.

They are waiting for us in the same room, a pair of serpents on a marble throne. Dimitri and Caroline. My father-in-law and my mother. They stand together, a united front of cold, reptilian fury. Dimitri’s suit is immaculate, Caroline’s dress is a column of shimmering gold. They look like gods waiting for a sacrifice.

“The prodigal son and his pet stray,” Dimitri says, his voice dripping with condescending venom. “Have you come to lick the hand that feeds you? To beg for forgiveness?”

“No,” I say, stopping in the center of the room. I feel Cassian’s presence behind me, a wall of heat and power. “We’ve come to collect a debt.”