The memory crashed over him yet again.
"Everything had been perfect that night," Adrian continued, his voice dropping to barely a whisper. "The conversation, the way she laughed, how she opened up to me. Riley trusted me in a way that made something settle inside my chest. Then she invited me upstairs."
Adrian dragged his hand through his hair again. "And I destroyed that trust in seconds flat."
Mark's expression softened, the teasing edge fading into something resembling sympathy. "You did the honorable thing by waiting. By not taking advantage when she didn't know the whole truth."
Adrian's laugh held no humor. "I don't know about honorable. Cowardly feels more accurate."
"Look," Mark said, stepping closer, "she might be hurt right now, but?—"
"She might never speak to me again." The admission ripped from Adrian's throat like a confession torn from a condemnedman. "That's what keeps me awake at night, Mark. The thought that I've lost her before I ever really had her."
Before meeting Riley, the concept of mating had been a political necessity wrapped in tradition. Something that would eventually stabilize the pride and secure his position as Alpha. A box to check on his path to leadership. Now the idea of anyone else felt not just impossible but physically nauseating.
"If I lose her," Adrian said, the words heavy with grim certainty, "I either accept a different mate... which isn't happening now that I know what a true connection feels like?—"
Mark's mouth tightened into a hard line. "Or?"
"Or I become Alpha anyway and deal with Darius challenging me sooner or later." Adrian's blue eyes flared with gold as his tiger stirred restlessly. "And we both know how that fight would end."
The unspoken truth hung between them like a blade. A formal challenge wouldn't be symbolic posturing or political maneuvering. It would be brutal, bloody, and potentially fatal. Adrian was strong, but Darius had spent years honing his skills in professional kickboxing circuits. The man was a weapon wrapped in flesh, and he'd been waiting for exactly this opportunity.
Mark sighed, running a hand through his dark hair. "Well, not to pile more complications on your already spectacular disaster of a week..."
Adrian groaned, his head falling back in defeat. "What now?"
"Darius wants to meet with you today." Mark's voice carried the weight of inevitable doom. "Says he has some 'concerns' as a pride member."
Adrian's eyes narrowed to dangerous slits, gold flecks blazing brighter as his tiger responded to the threat. "Concerns. Right."
Darius had been circling for months like a shark scenting blood in the water, quietly building support among youngerpride members who craved a more aggressive Alpha. Men who saw Adrian's measured approach as weakness rather than strategy. And Adrian knew exactly what this meeting represented—a test disguised as diplomacy, or perhaps a trap wrapped in false courtesy.
Either way, avoiding it would only fuel the whispers that he was weak, indecisive, unfit to lead.
"I'll deal with it now," Adrian said, already moving toward the door with the fluid grace of a predator preparing for battle.
"Want backup?" Mark asked, genuine concern threading through his voice.
Adrian shook his head, his jaw set with determination. "No. If I'm going to lead this pride, I can't hide behind my second-in-command every time Darius decides to rattle his cage."
Mark stepped aside as Adrian brushed past him but called out just before Adrian reached the hallway. "Try not to do anything catastrophically stupid while you're there."
Adrian paused, his lips curving into something that might've been a smile under different circumstances. "No promises."
The pride's public gym sat only a few miles from the estate, and Adrian decided the walk would help clear his head of Riley's ghost and prepare him for whatever psychological warfare Darius had planned. The summer air carried the scent of grass and distant rain, but it did little to calm the restless energy coiling in his chest.
He rarely visited the public facility, preferring the private training grounds on his family's land where he could focus without an audience. Today, however, the moment he stepped through the glass doors, he felt the weight of dozens of eyes turning toward him like compass needles finding magnetic north.
Young pride members filled the space—lifting weights, sparring across padded mats, their conversations dying towhispers as they registered his presence. And there, in the center of the room like a king holding court, was Darius.
The other tiger shifter was finishing a set on the bench press, his powerful muscles flexing beneath a thin tank top as he pushed impressive weight with insulting ease. He didn't even glance up when Adrian entered, instead letting out a low chuckle that carried clearly across the suddenly quiet gym.
"Well, well," Darius said, his voice rich with mock surprise as he finally sat up, sweat gleaming on his tanned skin. "Didn't expect to see you slumming around here today, Adrian."
Adrian crossed the gym floor with deliberate calm, each step measured and controlled despite his tiger's urge to respond to the blatant challenge. An Alpha ruled through discipline, not temper. Especially with pride members watching, cataloging every action and every word for signs of weakness.
"I heard you had concerns," Adrian replied evenly, stopping just outside Darius's personal space. Close enough to show he wasn't intimidated, far enough to avoid seeming aggressive.