Shoot.
She startled. How had she forgotten that North was there? He wasn’t an easy man to forget.
Jared shot North a look. “Yeah, I don’t like being bitten on my dick and balls. That’s a hard limit for me. Remember we spoke about those?”
“I remember,” she said.
“Anything else you do, I’m going to love. And if you are worried about what to do and how to touch me, I can take control. You’ll always have your safeword, but I will be in charge of your actions. When you touch me. How you touch me. But I don’t know if that’s the right move for your first time.”
“I want to do that,” she said hastily.
“Are you certain? You can change your mind at any time. I don’t want to scar you when it comes to sex.”
“Too late,” she said. “I’m already deeply scarred. And I think it will make me panic less, to feel more confident, if I’m not in charge.”
“Then that’s what we’ll do. What’s your safeword?” he asked.
“Red.”
“Good girl. You will use it if you need to. I won’t be happy if you don’t. Understand?”
She nodded.
“Now, let’s get you stripped off and into the bath.”
North stood back,watching from the bedroom as Jared took Angie’s clothes off.
He’d had sex with women before.
In his much younger days. When he’d used sex as a way to try and feel something.
When he’d used those women and men to try and feel something.
It hadn’t worked. It had only made him feel worse.
Nothing had worked until meeting Jared. He was the only one whose touch he’d been able to stand.
Until now.
Oh, he could shake hands with people when he was in one of his personas.
And he had no problem with touching people to hurt them.
But affectionate touch was beyond him. Even with Jared. All he could handle from him was being touched during sex or play.
However, with Angie things were different.
He was different.
He wasn’t completely “cured” or whatever you wanted to call it. He wasn’t suddenly going to go around cuddling people. But he wanted to give her whatever she needed.
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Angie let Jared lift her out of the bath and dry her.
He ran the towel slowly over her. Gently drying her nipples, her stomach and down to her pussy. She sucked in a breath as he ran the towel over her mound. A low moan escaped as his fingers touched her lower lips.
Was that an accident or not?
