“Is this okay? Am I too heavy?” I asked as I settled myself on the backs of his thighs.
“Never. Feels good.”
I ran my hands up and down his back, slowly increasing the pressure. Theo groaned in pleasure, emboldening my movements. I got lost in the feel of him, the softness of his skin, his deepening scent. I noticed after a while that I was havingfunexploring his body. The DA had always presented sex as something serious, warning us that we needed to ensure we satisfied our alphas at any cost to ourselves. But as I moved my hands over his back, squeezing, kneading, and admiring, I understood this kind of intimacy was supposed to be enjoyable.
Theo shifted his hips, moving me off him. “Fuck, your hands are magic. You can massage me anytime you want. But now it’s my turn.” His voice was a quiet rasp, laced with want, as he turned over and sat next to me.
I wanted him to touch me.
I was terrified for him to see me.
“You have absolutely nothing to worry about, love,” he murmured, nuzzling my cheek. I tried not to but couldn’t help sneaking looks at his cock. It bobbed up and down as he shifted on the bed. Theo caught the direction of my gaze, and I quickly looked away, feeling like I had been caught doing something naughty.
“Look all you want,” he said with a smile.
I felt like I was in a trance as he pulled off my top and sports bra. His gaze didn’t stray from my face as he ran his hands up and down my side, skimming across my ribs and breasts. I fought the urge to hide under the blanket, turn off the lamps,anythingto stop him from seeing me.
Our breaths synced as we gazed into each other’s eyes. My heart rate slowed, and I allowed myself to sink into the moment. Finally, his gaze trailed down to take in my body. I tensed. This was the least flattering position he could see me in.
“I wish you could see yourself like I do right now. You are an angel.” His voice was a reverent whisper.
Theo continued his exploration, caressing my nipples and placing hot kisses down my neck. I relaxed into the sensation, closing my eyes. He wasn’t insulting me. He was here, touching me because he wanted to. Because he wantedme.
Even still, I couldn’t stop myself from asking, “Are you sure you’re not disappointed?”
His touch paused. “Josie, love, look at me.”
My cheeks flamed, and I slowly met his gaze.
“There is no world, realm, or universe in which you or your body could disappoint me. I love every part of you. I’ve never felt this kind of attraction—”
He paused, then gently guided my hand to his cock. I felt the soft skin covering his rigid member. A bead of moisture got on my hand, and his scent thickened so much I was almost dizzy with it. I could hear the playfulness in his voice as he added, “—and I’ve never, in my entire life, been this hard.”
I bit my lip as I finally looked down to where my hand circled his penis. Even though I had nothing to compare it to, I thought his was particularly nice.
A+ dick.
10/10.
Fuck, I’m such a nerd.
I gave it a small pump with my hand, biting my lip in concern at how much longer and thicker he was than the dildo. My fingers were unable to close around him. And then I noticed something else.
“Umm… is that a piercing?” I asked, my eye catching on two silver metal balls.
“Yeah,” Theo responded, looking sheepish, running his hand through his hair.
My Theo,reserved, serious, wears-a-tie Theo,had a penis piercing.
“I lost a bet with Ben. It fucking hurt, but once it was in, I decided to keep it. I heard it can feel really good for a partner during sex.” He mumbled that last part.
If I hadn’t already been in love with him, hearing that he had been walking around with a piercing in his dick because one day it might feel good for his partner would have sealed the deal.
Theo’s cock stood straight up, leaving a trail of pre-cum on his abs. My omega was mesmerized by it. He cleared his throat and I realized I had been sitting in silence, staring at his cock with laser focus, my hand wrapped around him. His grip on my thigh was tight as if he was trying to hold himself back.
“I’m nervous I won’t be any good at sex,” I blurted out, removing my hand from him.
“Not possible,” he murmured, leaning in to kiss my nipples. The sensation almost distracted me enough to lose my train of thought.
