I pushed him away so I could look him in the eyes, sighing with frustration. “You have to say that, but you don’t know.” I wasn’t sure why I was arguing with him, but it felt important that he go into this with low expectations.
“Angel, I… haven’t done this either.”
I blinked. “Wait, what? Had sex?”
“Yeah.” Theo ran his hand through his hair, making it stick up wildly.
The gesture was so endearing, soTheo. I blinked at his revelation. A smile tugged at my lips and warmth filled my chest as I thought about being each other’s firsts, when I noticed an anxious edge to his usually warm coffee scent.
“Are you disappointed?” he asked, his hands shaking.
“What?” I grabbed his hands in mine and squeezed tight. “Why would I be?”
“I might not make it as good for you as Ben or Cam would for your first time,” he responded, his face a fiery red.
I put my hand on his cheek. “I’m really happy to share this experience with you. It feels special. Even though I don’t know how you haven’t had sex before since you look like that,” I said, gesturing at his magazine-worthy body.
“And you look like that,” he said, gesturing at me.
I wrinkled my nose. “Exactly, which is why I don’t know why you’re attracted…”
Theo let out a fierce growl before tackling me. He pinned me down, still careful to ensure his weight wasn’t crushing me. I arched automatically at the feel of his cock against my core.
Theo growled again, the vibration rocking through my body. “I never want to hear you say you’re not attractive again. No one insults my girl, not even you. Understand?”
My eyes widened and I nodded. He kissed me before moving down my body, kissing and licking a line down my stomach. I sucked in involuntarily, needing to do something to hide my fat rolls from him.
“One day, you’ll see yourself like I do,” he murmured, grasping my hip to stop me from shifting away.
“Sorry,” I whispered to the ceiling. “I can’t get it out of my head that you’ll be disgusted. My body’s not good enough for you.”
“Just means I’ll need to get you naked as often as possible so I can convince you of how enraptured I am by you.” He tugged the waistband of my leggings. “May I, love?”
I nodded, forcing my body to relax into the bed as he carefully stripped my leggings and underwear off. Theo didn’t say anything. Anxiety whirled through me as I propped myself up on my elbows to gauge his reaction.
He was staring at my pussy with something that looked like awe.
“Your pussy is so cute,” he said, his pupils wide as he met my eyes. “No more underwear for you. It’s a crime to cover this up.”
“You can’t tell me what to do,” I said with a pout.
“Mmm, that’s where you’re wrong,” he said, squeezing my ass tightly. His heated gaze burned a trail down my skin.
“I need to taste you,” he said.
Before I could panic, he had already shifted down my body, planting more kisses on my stomach until he reached my mound. I tried to close my legs, but his hands kept my thighs in place as he slowly licked his tongue from my opening to my clit.
Holy.
Shit.
The warm drag of his tongue feltincredible. It was more pleasure than I ever could have imagined.
“You taste like heaven,” he murmured, his breath hot against me. “Want to spend all my days between your thighs with the taste of your sweet pussy on my lips.”
His filthy words rendered me speechless, reducing me to little whimpers and moans. I shifted my hips, chasing more sensation, more of him, but he pinned me down with one arm, keeping his other firmly planted on my thigh. His tongue moved steadily, firmly across my sex, circling my clit.
“Just relax, love. I’m going to make you feel so good.”
