Lamar wasted no time climbing on top of me and using his forearms to hold himself up and hover over me. The weight of him felt so good against me, pinning me against the bed.
We held each other’s gaze for a few seconds before he parted my lips with his tongue.
Moaning, I closed my eyes and succumbed to his kiss. The way his mouth overpowered mine sent a chill through me. My body called out for him, but he just rested his dick against me, bumping up against my clit teasingly.
“Lamar,” I breathed, excitement rippling through me.
He sat up, running his hands over my breasts and fondling me before he spread my thighs wide. Studying my face, he slid the tip of his dick along my slit. “Which is it?”
“Yes!” I cried out as he pushed the tip into me.
I rotated my hips, trying to get more of him inside.
His large hands pinned my hips, keeping me still. “No, not yet.” The sexy grit in his tone gave me chills. “Which is it?”
“Lamar,” I whined, trying to lift my hips.
“You trying to just be friends with me? You trying to distance yourself from me?” He pulled the tip out and rubbed my wetness against my clit. “Because I know you’re not trying to end this.”
I closed my eyes, inundated with feelings and unable to articulate myself.
“Open your eyes,” he demanded roughly. “And answer me while I’m filling you up.”
“Oh God,” I moaned, my eyes fluttering when his words alone made me wetter.
My head tilted back as he applied pressure, stretching me to remind me of what I was missing.
“Talk to me. Don’t hide from me.” He uttered the commands with the same gentle restraint that I could feel in his touch. “And don’t run away from me.”
“Okay.” I panted as I struggled to maintain eye contact.
“Which is it?” His voice was deep, rough, and full of want.
My heart rate increased with each passing moment. Panting, I confessed, “I don’t want to end this.”
“You still want me to tell people we’re not together?”
Closing my eyes, I nodded.
“Nah, look at me. Use your words. Tell me what you want to do.”
With our eyes locked, his skin on my skin, and his dick teasing me, it was hard not to be overwhelmed.
“You’re going to make me fuck it out of you.” His voice broke sexily as he inched his way in.
We moaned in unison.
With each inch, he filled me, stretching me out deliciously. When he pulled almost all the way out, he shuddered.
“Tell me how you feel,” he uttered thickly, pushing himself all the way back in.
My eyes closed as I took all of him. “Lamar,” I exhaled his name. “I don’t want to lose you.”
With each stroke, the yearning in my body mixed with the intensity of what was happening between us. My heart pounded in my chest, and knots coiled in my belly as he moved in and out of me.
“I love you.” The words slipped out of my mouth mixed with a wanton moan.
He froze.
