And now the bed was cold and the space beside her was empty.The cold space beside her made her chest tighten.She’d spent so many years waking up alone, and she wasn’t ready to feel that again.
He’d gone off with Nick to have breakfast leaving her alone with the echoes of their night together and the ache of needing him again coiling with a delightful tightness in her belly.
Her thoughts drifted to Nick.His voice, his eyes, the way he looked at her.It all tangled inside her.It was a knot of longing and uncertainty she couldn’t quite unravel.
The memory of his voice asking if he could join them.His voice had been rough with arousal.
She’d been half-asleep, not wanting to disturb Axel because she’d thought he was asleep.Apparently, he hadn’t been sleeping because at Nick’s voice Axel had stretched and appeared to act quite normally.Acting like it was no big deal that Nick had found him in bed with her.
Her thoughts drifted back to their lovemaking last night.Her vagina clenched as she remembered the feel of his cock stretching into her, thick and heavy, filling her quickly and perfectly.Both of them coming together in unison and then the memory of her voice trembling in the dark as she’d told him she was pregnant with another man’s baby.Part of her had expected him to pull away from her and to leave.But a bigger part of her knew he wouldn’t.
The baby is ours,he’d said.
Jenna smiled and cradled her baby belly.
“You have a daddy,” she whispered to her baby.And just like that, a heavy weight lifted and it was replaced by something warm and happy deep inside of her.She imagined Tim’s baby growing inside of her.It was Axel’s baby now too.
The baby is ours.
Suddenly she felt cherished by Axel.Like she wasn’t just a woman who was carrying another man’s baby.She was giving Axel a future.Their future.
And then there was Nick.
Her breath hitched thinking about him.
He looked at her as if he loved her.The possibility made her breath hitch.Love was a dangerous word, especially now, especially between the three of them.
But how could he love her?He didn’t know her.She didn’t know him, but he could have gotten to know her through Axel.It would explain why she caught him looking at her all the time.Like he wanted her.
It wasn’t her imagination, was it?Maybe it was her pregnancy hormones?Widow’s fire?
She wondered if Nick was jealous.Or angry?The memory of his anger in the barn flickered through her.It hadn’t been rage, but something rawer, more vulnerable.
He’d seemed angry after catching the two of them yesterday morning while Axel had been doing oral on her.The two men had been quiet for a little while yesterday while working on the roof, but then everything had seemed okay again.
Would Nick be receptive to the idea of sharing Axel with her in bed?The thought sent a beautiful shiver through her.Not shame, but a startling sense of possibility she’d never dared explore.Just thinking about both men making love to her had her nipples tightening into beads of aching flesh.The idea of Nick’s hands on her, his mouth kissing her, his cock thrusting into her, made her moan.
A gust of damp wind howled through the cracks in the walls, and Jenna shivered, pulling the sleeping bag tighter over her shoulders.There was a naughty insistent heat between her legs just thinking of Nick.
She wondered how it would be between the two of them.Nick and herself.There was no way she could have sex with him.At least not without Axel’s permission and him being there too.
That she was even entertaining such an idea should make her feel horrified or feel like she was betraying Axel.But with everything she’d gone through over the years with Axel and then with Tim, it kind of made her think differently than when she was younger.
She’d always been a free spirit in the sexual sense.She wasn’t ashamed.Desire had always been part of her.A wild, honest part she’d learned to hide but never extinguish.Although she’d never said anything to Axel, she did have naughty fantasies when they’d been together.Their relationship had been solid in the past, and she knew nothing would hurt it.Not even if there was a third in the picture.A third like Nick.
But now, after years apart, her fantasy was still alive and well.Both she and Axel had had sex with other partners while they’d been apart.Yet here they were.Together again as if nothing had happened.
Yeah, she wondered how it would be like with Nick.
Her hand slid low between her thighs, her fingers parting her folds.She was already slick with arousal just imagining being with him and having Axel watching.
Would Nick’s touch be rough and demanding?His calloused fingers would leisurely circle her clit before plunging inside of her.Would he flip her onto her stomach and take her from behind?Would he say I love you, like Axel did?Would he whisper in her ear about her having another man’s baby made her more attractive to him.
A soft moan escaped her lips as she touched her ultra sensitive clit again, rubbing herself there.Her hips lifted off the bed as she tried for a firmer pressure.
Chapter Twenty-Three
She closed her eyes and let her fantasy unfold.Nick would hold her arms over her head, pinning her down while he bent over and kissed her until she was moaning so loud anyone within a mile would hear her.Axel would kneel between her thighs, his head descending, his tongue hot and relentless.Or Axel would look at them from the shadows, his engorged cock twitching in his hand, his eyes dark with hunger while he watched Nick make love to her.
