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By evening, the air within the lantern chamber had grown sharp with the scent of fuel. He struck the flint. The spark caught cleanly. The wick accepted it—drew the flameupward in a steady, well-fed line, the colour true, the draw even, every indication of a light that would hold. It burned as it ought. It burned as though nothing had ever been wrong.

He did not move. He did not breathe against it. He watched it the way a man watches a promise being kept.

The flame burned for seven seconds. He counted them. On the eighth, it thinned to a filament and vanished, though the oil was full, the air was still, and the wick showed no sign of char.

The machinery had obeyed. Everything had obeyed. The flame simply refused to remain.

He adjusted the wick by a hair’s breadth and struck again. The flint skidded—too hard, the angle wrong, his thumb driving the steel with a force that belonged to a different kind of work. Sparks scattered wide across the brass housing and died against the cold glass. He stopped. Looked at his own hand as though it had spoken out of turn.

He reset the flint. Struck with care. The flame caught, held for the space of a breath, and retreated upon itself as though the wick had recoiled from its own heat.

Outside, the evening had flattened into iron-grey. Sea and sky met without seam; distance had lost its measure. He glanced toward the horizon from habit—and did not look away.

A vessel stood there. Not near enough for detail. But distinct against the thinning light, her line wavering where mist began to gather along the water.

He breathed a faint curse.

From the gallery, the reef could not be seen, only known. It lay beneath the surface in an oblique ridge, its edge shifting with the tide. At half-flood it was most deceptive: the sea ran smooth above it, the swell no higher than any other stretch of water. A captain unfamiliar with the coast would trust what he saw.

The tide was running now.

He measured the angle of the vessel’s bow against the darkening horizon. A degree to port would be safety. Two degrees would be fatal.

The ship altered course. But not enough.

He was already moving. Down the stair, through the lower room, and out across the stones where spray had already begun to gather in the cracks. The wind carried poorly this evening; sound would not travel far. He seized the hand-lantern, struck flint, coaxed what flame he could, and stepped to the edge of the cliff.

The light was small. Insufficient. A mockery beside what should have burned above him. He raised it anyway.

The vessel held its line.

There were men aboard her who did not know what lay beneath that water. Men who would trust their charts, their reckoning, the look of a harmless sea. Men who believed that somewhere along this reach of coast a light stood watch.

“Turn!” he shouted, though the wind took the word at once.

He held the lantern higher and swung it in a wide arc. His arm burned. The wind cut through his shirt where salt spray had soaked the linen. He did not lower it.

The ship’s heading shifted—slightly, then more decisively.

He could hardly command his arm now. The feeling had gone, the muscles trembling, but he did not lower the lantern until her stern light diminished toward open water. Only then did he sigh in relief and turn back toward the tower.

The Light would have been visible for miles. A single hand-lantern was no substitute for its authority. A bank of fog, a misjudged current, a quarter hour’s difference in his position, and there would have been splintered hull against the black rock below. This time, he had been standing at the glass when the vessel appeared. Next time—tonight, tomorrow, the night after—he might not be.

He climbed the stair and crossed to the mechanism.

He struck flint. The spark leapt cleanly. The wick caught at once, and the flame rose—not modestly, not with hesitation, but fully, as though it had never failed. The beam gathered in the lenses and flung itself outward across the dark water in the long, sweeping arc he had watched ten thousand times. For one full second, the lantern room blazed with the light it was built to hold.

He did not breathe.

The flame burned at its height—and then, without tremor, without smoke, without any concession to the physical laws that governed every fire he had ever tended, it folded inward upon itself and went dark.

He stood in the silence it left behind.

Then he struck again. Catch. Fail. He struck again. Catch. Fail.

The flint missed the steel on the third strike and hit the brass housing full-force, and the sound that rang through the lantern room was wrong — not the clean tap of flint on wick-holder but the deep, dissonant note of metal struck by a hand that had stopped trying to light anything and started trying to break something. His arm carriedthrough past the mechanism, past any motion the task required, and the heel of his hand caught the iron rail of the gallery surround with a crack that belonged to bone or knuckle or both.

He did not pull back. He hit it again. Open-palmed, deliberate, the rail ringing under the blow the way the housing had rung, and the glass chimney that sat on the iron table behind him jumped and rolled and shattered on the stone floor, and he did not turn to look at it.