He shuts me up with his lips against mine, and lowers me onto the bed. “You have no clue how happy that just made me,” he admits. “You never saw him, and I never saw any of my hookups either. It’s been you, Sid.”
Which is why I know that no matter what happens — no matter how insecure I get or how out of control Levi becomes —we’ll make it. Neither one of us have any illusions about who the other is and we’ve loved each other anyway through it all.
We just... finally get to do it out loud.
I guess some things in life really are worth fighting for.
Epilogue:
Forever
Levi
Tour flew by faster than I expected, especially with how often I was sober, but Sidney helped me every single minute of it. I wasn’t perfect, yet Sid loved me through it anyway, and now that I’ve got him home with me I never plan on letting him go.
It’s been two weeks since we’ve seen the outdoors, but as my cock sinks inside of him I find I don’t need sunshine. He’s the only light I need. “Fuck, baby boy. I’m addicted to you.”
I pepper kisses along his throat as I pin him to my lap by his hips, only giving him enough leeway to get his knees in a comfortable position on the couch.
“Are you prepared to carry me the rest of the day?” he asks, smiling as he rolls his hips. “Three times before lunch is a lot on my poor little asshole.”
“I’ll make you a deal. I’ll carry you, but we need to double that by dinner.”
I grin against his skin before pulling back to see his expression, and I’m not disappointed. His pupils are blown, cheeks are reddening more by the second, and his beautiful lips are parted. “We don’t have to go anywhere tomorrow, right?”
“Nope. I’m not ready to share you with the outside world again. Bash and Alaina are lucky I’m letting them come over later. Your face is the only one I want to see.”
“Then fine,” he agrees with a sappy smile. “Six before dinner.”
Before I can say anything else, Sid starts bouncing, making my jaw drop in pleasure. Endorphins cloud my thoughts in the best fucking way, and it’s better than any high I’ve ever had before him. I don’t need drugs anymore, and although it’s probably not good I lean on Sidney so heavily, I’ve truly never been happier before. “Just like that. You ride me so fucking good.”
His cock slaps off my stomach as he braces his hands on my knees behind him and slows down just a little, taking every inch before sliding back up. “God, I wanna kiss you so bad. I have to wait, right? You said I have to wait.”
“Such a good boy for me,” I breathe, watching him move like my own personal porno but a million times better. “You’ll get to kiss me soon, baby. Keep moving like that.”
I slap the head of his cock and grunt when he clenches. Every inch of his gorgeous body is taut as he holds his pace perfectly, eyes locked on my lips.
“I love you,” he whispers, whimpering as I thrust up to meet his bounces and dig my nails into his skin.
“I love you. You’re so damn beautiful, doll. I wish you could see what I see.”
“So make me watch next time,” he laughs breathlessly. “Number four in front of the mirror.”
Just the idea has me groaning and my cock pulsing. “Fuck yes. Goddamnit, you feel so fucking good.”
