Page 130 of The Space Between Us


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“Mom didn’t just wake up one day and end a nineteen-year marriage,” I say. “Something happened.”

“Yes,” Dad says, his voice tired. “We were miserable.”

Mom inhales sharply, but he keeps going.

“Your mother just had the guts to do what I couldn’t.”

“Then why,” I press, “did you tell us abouthimwhen you told us about the divorce?”

Mom answers before Dad can.

“I thought your father might date men after and-”

“And the taunts about Manuel?” I cut in.

She flinches.

“It was just words,” she says. “I didn’t think they’d actually… get together.”

Dad rubs his jaw.

“So why,” I ask her, “have you been so vocal about them?”

She swallows.

“Because I was worried,” she admits quietly. “That your dad had just… bided his time with me.”

“I didn’t,” Dad says firmly. “I loved you. For a long time, I did.”

I look at Darren.

“Do you believe this?”

He glances at Simone, then back at me.

“You weren’t home those last years,” he says carefully. “They fought. A lot.”

My stomach drops. “Why didn’t anyone tell me?”

Mom’s voice softens. “We didn’t want to worry you. You were already in a war zone and…”

And.

The word hangs there.

I look around the room. At all the faces watching me and I just deflate.

“I can’t believe this,” I mutter walking away.

I barely sit down before the door opens again. I don’t turn from the window assuming it’s Jess.

Dad’s voice makes me jump when he asks, “Can I come in?”

I nod without looking at him.

“Are you alright?” he asks.

“Why wouldn’t I be?” I say flatly. “Everything’s fine.”