“There’s nothing you can do.” I yank down her underwear. I unzip my pants and fist my fucking limp dick in my hand. I stroke myself over and over to try and get something.
What are you doing to me, Sunny?
Shelby tries to turn her head back to me, but I push her facedown in the mattress. Once I finally get my dicks attention, I grab the condom from my pocket and tear it open with my teeth, rolling it on my half hard cock.
I grab her hips, ready to sink myself into her. But I pause, I fucking pause as my stomach pits, my chest caves in, and I’m pretty fucking sure I feel bile rise in my throat.
What the fuck is happening to me?
Just fucking do it, Tyler. Do what you’re expected to do. If I can’t even do it with a condom, how the fuck will I ever be able to make an heir? If I don’t do what I’m supposed to, Mitchell will attack where he knows it’ll hurt.
“Tyler, Tyler please. Let me help you,” she murmurs.
She needs to fucking shut up so I can focus. That’s how she’ll help me.
I smack her ass hard, making her whimper. “Shut up and let me fuck you,” I growl pushing her back down into the mattress.
“Yes sir,” she says too amused, too fucking turned on by my aggression. I roll my eyes and clench my jaw as I close my eyes, trying to will myself into what I need to do.
And I finally push into her.
Every muscle in my body goes absolutely rigid as I work my hips. It feelswrong. It feels so fucking wrong. I try to imagine Sunny. Try to imagine being inside her instead as I push into Shelby, but she fucking moans, interrupting me.
I rip off a piece of my dress shirt with my teeth, ball it and shove it in her mouth, muffling her and making her gag. I rip another longer piece, tying it around her head to secure the gag I placed in her mouth.
I can’t be reminded of what I’m doing.
I start pounding into her, trying to imagine my little fire’s face when I worked my fingers in her and she rode my face. The sound of her completely making me unhinged and needy and desperate. It’s working, I think. I feel my dick finally awaken and decide to do its goddamn job.
Then Shelby lets out a loud moan over the gag, and I’m brought back to my reality. My jaw flexes as I grit my teeth and fist her hair, pushing her head further into the mattress to stifle her.
She enjoys anything I give her. I can already feel her pussy clamping down around me.
Just fucking finish, Tyler. Just fucking do it.
I can’t get there, no matter how quickly my hips move. No matter how much focus I put into this just to get the damn job done.Fuck.Why can’t I finish?
Shelby becomes unraveled. Her body seizing as her pussy ripples around my cock.God dammit.
“Get up.” I grab her by the back of the neck, getting her up on wobbly feet. Her legs shaking from the orgasm I just gave her. And I hate myself for it. She doesn’tdeserveit.
I slam her against the wall, frustrated I can’t get my fucking dick to work right. Shelby cries out at the impact, but doesn’t complain because like I said earlier, she won’t bite the hand that feeds her.
I push into her again more aggressively this time, working my frustration on her.
I swear to god if Sunny fucking ruined this for me…
She tries to bring her hands around my neck but I grab each and slam them against the wall above her head, pinning them there so she can’t touch me. Her hands don’t belong on me.
Each muscle in my body grows tenser with each thrust into her. My dick does its job of staying hard, but it won’t complete it’s fucking task.
I slam my hand on the wall next to Shelby’s head. “Fuck!” I yell as I continue working in her. When I remove my fist, there’s a hole in the wall.
She starts to moan again under my aggression. Her happy fucking pussy chasing another orgasm. She’s going to think this is the best night of her life. Engaged to a man who gives hermultiple orgasms, when in reality I’m selfishly trying to find my own release. Trying to prove a goddamn point to myself.
Grabbing her by the hair again, I throw her on the bed. Facing me now, I grab her by her thighs, pulling her to the edge of the bed. When I push into her again, I try to look everywhere but at her. Yet she’s still all I can see.
“No,” I say out loud and flip her back over on her stomach, forcing her head back into the mattress to hide my reality.
