“I don’t know, I haven’t checked.” I nuzzle his neck taking a deep inhale of the strawberry shampoo he brought over here a few weeks ago. I slip my hands under his T-shirt already regretting that we put clothes on before we went to bed.
“Why are you awake?” Pete’s voice is raspy with sleep as he reaches back to run his fingers through my hair, massaging my scalp.
“I can’t sleep while you’re laying beside me, so tempting.” I suck the skin of his shoulder just above his collarbone, feeling the urge to put my mark on him. “Just the sound of you breathing keeps me awake. I can listen to it all night.”
He tilts his head, giving me better access. My mouth travels along his jaw, down his throat and up to his earlobe. His hips buck and I put my thigh between his legs to give him the friction he’s looking for.
“Gavin…” he moans and rubs against my leg.
“What do you need, baby?” I ask, leaving open-mouthed kisses over his warm skin.
Pete tugs my head, jerking me away from his neck. He looks deep into my eyes. “You, always you.”
I lean in and kiss him gently. “I love you, Jellybean.” I roll him so he’s on his back and straddle his hips and push off his T-shirt. Taking a moment to hover over him, I admire his beautiful features bathed in the moonlight shining in from between the curtains.
“Yeah? Why don’t you show me how much?” He licks his lips, slowly, temptingly. I follow the movement, my eyes burning with need and my dick kicking up at its confinement.
“With pleasure,” I say against his mouth before delving inside to taste him. Pulling back from a kiss that leaves us both a little breathless I move down his neck again, mouthing his Adam’s apple, then worshiping every inch of his chest. I take my time lapping at his nipples until his back is bowing off the bed before caressing every rib, every defined muscle on his torso.
He squirms beneath me, holding my hair tighter than before. But he doesn’t rush me. He’s enjoying this as much as I am. This time it’s not about lust. This time it’s about our love. And I want him to feel it.
“You’re mine, Jellybean. I’ll take care of your every need.” His body trembles under my palms. I look at his face and pure heat radiates from his soulful brown eyes.
“Are you sure you can handle that? You must know by now that I’m a really needy boy, Gavin.”
“Just how I like you, desperate and needy.” Pushing me back, he frantically takes off his sweatpants and grabs for mine, but I catch his wrists shaking my head. “Uh-uh, needy boy.” I can’t help the smile that widens my face when he whines in frustration.
“I need your touch.” He takes my hand, putting it on his chest. I brush his nipples, admiring how hard they get from that simple gesture. “I need your mouth.” He moans and leans in to kiss me. Our tongues connect in a sensual dance but not for long. “I need to feel your cum inside me.” Pushing his hips into me, he grinds our dicks together.
The mere thought of being deep inside him, bare, makes my cock jerk.
“You want that too, don’t you? I want you to fill me up, mark me from the inside. I want it dripping from my hole.” I moan and grip his hips hard to stop his grinding motion, I’m too close to the edge and I want this to last.
“You have no idea how much I want to breed this pretty fucking hole, Jellybean, and I will, soon. But for right now, I need you to lay back and let me make love to you. Can you do that for me? Can you be a good boy for me?”
He nods and does what I asked him to. I reach for the lube and a condom. The mere thought of filling him up with my cum in the near future makes me shiver, but as I said… Soon.
I lay beside him on my side and spread his legs, brushing my lubed fingers over his pucker, teasing him. “Let me in, baby.” I push one finger inside, feeling little resistance. “Your ass takes my finger like it’s hungry for it.” He moans, and I add a second digit.
“Yes, more. Give me more,” he pleads and I don’t hesitate. I know his limits now. He can take much more than that. I work three fingers inside him and when they brush over his prostate, he arches his back from the bed. “I’m ready. Make love to me, Gavin.”
I put the condom on and turn him on his side, I position myself as the big spoon. That way I can hold him while being inside him. I line up my cock and enter him slowly. When I’m fully seated we both let out a long moan. Shifting his body I place his head on my arm so I can feel his back against my chest and his heart beating below my palm.
Rocking my hips slowly, I place lazy kisses on his shoulder and neck. Goosebumps appear everywhere I connect with his skin. He links his fingers with mine, squeezing hard with my every thrust.
“I never imagined I could feel this connected to someone again,” I whisper. “It’s all you, Jellybean.” I end every sentence pushing myself deeper. “Thank you for believing in me.” I disconnect our hands, needing to bring him to the edge, because I’m not going to last long. The intensity of this moment is overwhelming all my senses.
Sliding my palm across the head of his throbbing cock, gathering all of his leaking precum, I wrap my hand around his length, synchronizing with my thrusts as I stroke him. His breathing quickens and I know he’s close.
I speed up my movements, the telltale tingles at the base of my spine making me snap my hips harder into him.
“Come for me, love. Let me feel you tighten around my cock.” I breathe out and as soon as I hear him calling my name in ecstasy, I let go. “I love you, Jellybean.” Those words will be tattooed on my mind forever.
EPILOGUE
Game Night
One year later
