I nodded, completely out of breath to give him a verbal answer. It was against everything I believed in, but I would give him time to work through his childhood trauma before heopened up about our relationship. I wanted this to work with Tech. I just hoped in the end I had my man and not a broken heart.
Chapter Six
TECH
Waking up next to Will had become a new norm that I could get used to. Ever since that night that I opened up to him, we had become inseparable. Granted, it had only been a little over a week, but as soon as he left the clubhouse, I wasn’t too far behind him. I didn’t even sleep there anymore.
Holding him throughout the night was better than anything I could have dreamed of. He fit perfectly in my arms. I loved that I was much bigger than him, and I knew he did too. Every night, he would snuggle up under me like a satisfied kitten.
We hadn’t done anything other than a little foreplay. It was becoming increasingly hard not to take things all the way with him. The minx tried on several occasions to entice me into more. He thought I was afraid of going there with him because I had never had sex with a man, but that was the furthest thing from the truth.
I wanted him more than I wanted my next breath. I was just afraid that once we took things there, I would become even more obsessed than I already was.
The day he ignored me, I thought I was about to go insane. I knew I had to be coming off as a stalker, but I couldn’t control myself. In such little time, he had become everything to me. Theidea that he might have been out entertaining another man had me murderous.
When he finally pulled into his apartment’s lot, I was seconds from tracking him through the GPS on his phone. Will didn’t know how good I was with technology. He thought I only knew about security cameras. I would keep that little secret to myself for now, though. Just in case he tried ignoring me again. I would definitely be popping up on him.
I know. I know.
This level of fixation wasn’t healthy, but I couldn’t stop it.
Will hadn’t brought up my telling the guys about us since we hooked up. Honestly, I knew that would only last for so long. I wasn’t lying when I told him I would work up the courage to come out. I just needed time. Every time I thought about the reaction the guys might have to that news, it killed any courage I had.
It was like I would revert back to that scared thirteen-year-old boy again.
I didn’t want to disappoint my brothers, or, even worse, disgust them. A part of me felt like that would never be the case. But in the same breath, my trauma was screaming for me not to tell anyone and to remember how things ended the last time I was with another man.
Cody.
I shook my head of the thoughts. Cody was an easy way to make me fall into a depression.
Will grinding into my pelvis quickly gained my attention and stopped me from going down memory lane. We were lying in his bed, and I had my arm wrapped around his torso. He told me that when I held him like this, he felt safe.
That made my heart swell. Little did he know, as long as I had breath in my body, he would always be safe. Nothing and no one would ever get a chance to harm him. I told Will I liked him alot, but I was downplaying my feelings, afraid of coming on too strongly.
The truth was, I was falling in love with him.
Will pressed into my crotch again, causing me to groan like a wounded animal. There was nothing between us except for our briefs. My eyes popped open, and I grabbed his hips, halting him. This was what I meant by the minx always trying to entice me. Despite his lying there with his eyes shut, I knew he was completely awake and aware of what he was doing.
“You’re not slick, Dimples. I know what you’re doing,” I grunted in his ear.
Will blinked his eyes rapidly as if he were just waking up. To add to his performance, he let out an exaggerated yawn before rolling over to face me. “Huh? What did you say?”
I stared into his eyes with a smirk. “You heard me because you’ve been up. That’s why you keep rubbing your ass on my dick.”
He giggled while looping his arms around my neck. He pressed his hard cock against mine. “I mean, can you blame me? I want to know what it feels like to have you inside of me.”
“Fuck,” I grumbled at the thought.
He rubbed his length against mine. “Don’t you want to know too? Don’t you want to know what it feels like to sink that fat monster deep inside of me?”
His hand moved down my chest to my torso and then to the waistband of my underwear. He was kissing and licking my chin and neck, turning me the fuck on. I was really trying to take things slow, but when he talked like this, all I wanted to do was bend him over and fuck the living shit out of him.
My chest heaved, and I was seconds from saying fuck it andfuckhim. Right as Will was about to make his way inside my briefs, the front door slammed.
“Will!” someone shouted.
Will whined and rolled over onto his back, slightly throwing a tantrum, kicking his legs. “Dammit! I was so close.”
