I took a step back from him. I couldn’t believe my ears. “After everything I told you about Jeff, you’re seriously standing here asking me to be your secret?” Cynically, I laughed, placing my hand up. “Well, no thank you. Been there, done that. You can leave now.”
I tried reaching around him to open the door, but he placed his hands on my hips, pushing my body against the wall. He caged my body against his, leaving no room behind me. I could feel every rip and ripple of his abs. My God, why did you have to make this man so sexy?
It just wasn’t right.
“This isn’t anything like Jeff. I promise, Dimples. This is about my past.”
I was having a hard time catching my breath with him so close to me. “You mean your past that I know nothing about. You're asking for a lot of understanding without explaining, Tech. That’s not fair to me.”
He looked down at the ground for a moment before lifting his head again. “My given name is Allen. I told you before that my father was controlling, but he was also homophobic. I’ve known I was gay since I was thirteen. My father would try to beat the gay out of me. I took his punishments until I was eighteen. By then, I had learned how to suppress my feelings. Once I turned eighteen, I ran away, changed my name, and never looked back. Over the years, I became so used to lying to myself that I forgot what I truly wanted. And then you came along.”
My chest heaved as he laid everything on the line. I was crumbling. I knew he had a rough past, but nothing to this magnitude. “Tech.” I swallowed the lump in my throat.
He shook his head, bringing his lips closer to mine. “Jacob. That’s my name now.” I nodded, on the verge of tears, as he gave me another piece of himself. “I know I’m asking for a lot,but please just give me time. I can't stay away from you. I’m not confused, and this isn’t some kind of fling. I want you, Will.”
Time seemed to stand still as we stared into each other's eyes. The intensity between us was overwhelming. It was real and raw. I couldn’t fight this off even if I had the strength of Thanos.
“Tell me, can I have you, Dimples? Hmm?” he purred as he finally closed the space between us and crashed his lips down on mine. I moaned into his mouth as I clutched his shoulders. I couldn’t believe he was kissing me. The way his mouth moved with mine, I knew for certain he wasn’t unsure of his feelings for me.
He had me burning up inside.
His hands roamed down my body until he grabbed both of my ass cheeks in his hands and gave them a firm squeeze. I gasped, and he slipped his tongue in my mouth. He was devouring me, biting and sucking my lips, and grinding his hips into me. I could feel his erection against mine.
I palmed his cheeks, kissing him back with just as much intensity. I stuck my tongue in his mouth, and he started sucking it, making me think of how it would feel if he sucked my… Oh God.
I ripped my mouth from his because I almost blew in my damn pants. Tech took the time to kiss and suck my neck, rubbing against me. I was painfully hard and needed relief.
“You’re going to drive me crazy,” I gasped as he bit my collarbone.
“Say my name, Dimples. I want to hear my real name falling from your lips when I make you come.” I whimpered as he unbuckled my pants. “We won't go all the way, but I need to make you come. Can I do that for you?”
I bobbed my head vigorously. That sounded perfect to me. After pulling my pants down enough for my hard length to pop out, he then did the same to himself.
“Words, baby. I need to hear you say it.”
A shiver made its way through my body. “Yes, Jacob. I want you to make me come.”
He smiled deviously as he brought our cocks together. I had a nice length, but not too much girth. Jacob, on the other hand, was enormous. I had never been with a man this big before. That thing looked like a damn cable remote swinging between his legs.
“You’re going to be mine, Dimples. I just need time.”
Not giving me a chance to reply, he covered my mouth with his. Jacob reached down and grabbed both of our cocks in his hand, jacking them together. He swiped his thumb over the heads using our precum as lube.
I placed my hands on his pecs as he took my body to euphoria. He groaned into our kiss when I ran fingers through his hair. We both chased our release as we humped into his closed fist. I was so fuckin close.
He trailed kisses down my neck, palming my ass with his free hand, squeezing it tightly.
“I’m so close, Jacob,” I cried out as I felt my release coming.
He groaned before whispering in my ear, “Fuck. Say my name again, baby.”
I panted with each stroke he gave. “Jacob,” I moaned.
He throbbed against me, so I knew he was just as close as I was. “That’s it. Fuck… I’m coming, baby. Come with me. Now!” he growled just as we both shot our loads all over his hand.
We both stood there in silence, gasping for air. I was spent. Never had I orgasmed that hard. Tech brought his forehead down to mine.
“I just need time, Dimples.”
