Alex arches her back again and sighs, opening her legs to me. I put myself between her hot, excited thighs, touching her delicately to get her used to this new sensation, to this pleasure that’s about to explode within her.
“Don’t stop,” she says.
“Anything you want,” I reply, going down, leaving a trail of kisses on her skin. When I get to her inner thigh, she lets out a frustrated sigh that moves through me.
I can’t hold back.
I replace my hand with my mouth. I want to give her everything, I want her to feel it all.
With me.
Only with me.
Alex grabs my hair forcefully. I let her, she can pull it all out for all I care. I want her to enjoy this.
I play with her, delicately and attentively, taking all the time in the world to taste every moment together, to feel her shaking under me.
After a few seconds she relaxes her legs and her grip on my hair becomes less furious than it was so I try to give it to her as passionately as I can to make her come with my mouth, with my tongue and my lips.
I feel her quivering under me, she is eager and excited, I can hear her panting before yelling my name and pulling my head down harder towards her genitals as her body is rocked by spasms.
I stop for a few seconds to wait for her breathing to go back to normal, then I go back to her lips and she keeps her eyes closed.
“Hey…” I whisper. “Is?”
“It’s great. I’m great, Jason. For the love of God, don’t ask me again.”
She opens her eyes and touches my face with both of her hands, drawing me to her.
“It’s just…this is the first time for me. It’s new and strange but perfectly wonderful.”
“I’m here for you, Alex. Ask me for anything and it will be yours,” I tell her, smiling devilishly.
“I need you right now. I need to feel you inside of me.”
Fuck.
The determination in her eyes and the sureness of her voice leave no room for wavering or doubt.
She wants me.
And I’ve been wanting her my whole fucking life.
Our bodies join and our souls intertwine.
I lose myself completely in her.
And I have no intention of ever being found.
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ALEX
He enters me slowly, holding himself up on his hands that are planted on the pillow, beside my head. My body instantly goes rigid. I close my eyes forcefully and inhale deeply to calm the pain and the panic that is assaulting me.
I’m making love with a man.
I’m making love with Jason.
