I should not have let her leave, I should have
fought and stayed with them every minute,
because my one chance might be gone now.
I wish I had told her what I felt, about the
feelings that she alone was able to spark in my
heart. I’d like to talk to her again to tell her that
she is the most important thing in the world and
that I love her more than any other thing in time
and space.
I want to see Erin again, I want to hold her and
let her know that I’m here and always will be, even
when she wouldn’t see me, even when she went
away.
I want to kiss her lips again to imprint their
sweet taste in me and never forget it again.
I want to be surrounded by her infinite
sweetness and tenderness when she looks at me or
smiles, I’m savoring just the image I have of her
smiling, rubbing her belly.
She has given me so much more that she could
ever know. She opened an unknown world to me, a
world made of sweetness and warmth, sincere
hugs and with love.
I need another day, just one more to give her the
deepest part of me, so that she feels loved
completely and unconditionally.
I need another of our sweet days to protect her
with me forever. Because she is forever. Even if
that forever should only last a second.
I love her and I’ve never told her. I’m not good
