I felt a tear slip unbidden down my face as our roles went back to the way that I needed them to be. I was such a selfish son of a bitch.
“Need to please you,” I said brokenly.
“You please me just by breathing, baby,” Cash murmured right before his lips ghosted over my temple. Before I could say anything, he moved his mouth to my ear and said, “Get in the shower. Face the wall and put your hands behind your back.”
Relief washed over me in a tidal wave of sensation. It was like its very own orgasm. I hated it, but I loved it too.
So I didn’t hesitate to do what Cash said.
The water was warm on my body, even as the tile was cold against my chest. I didn’t dare look over my shoulder at Cash to see what he was doing, since he hadn’t given me permission to do so. The anticipation had my nerves kicking up, and when I felt Cash step in the shower behind me and press his lubed dick against my ass, I knew what I was in for.
And I was so very ready.
“What’s the rule?” Cash asked as his dick bumped up against my hole.
“No coming,” I answered.
Cash’s teeth scraped over my shoulder as he whispered, “Are you going to be a good boy for me, Sage?”
“Yes, Sir.”
My dick jumped against my abdomen in anticipation of what was to come, but it was my mind that was seeking relief more than anything else.
Cash’s cock shoved into me hard. I stifled a moan as the pain and burn mixed together. One more violent thrust and Cash was buried balls deep inside of me. He used his body to pin me to the wall, trapping my hands where they were clasped at my lower back. His hands came up to rest against the wall next to my head.
“Whose ass is this?” he growled as he began pummeling me with brutal thrusts.
“Yours,” I instantly responded.
Cash’s fingers gripped my hair hard and he yanked my head back as he continued to pound into me. His other hand closed around my throat. He held me like that as he fucked me. I was completely at his mercy. If I’d wanted to escape him, I couldn’t have – he was too strong.
He knew it.
I knew it.
And it was what set me free.
Because despite having no control, I knew in reality I had all the power, since I could end it all with one simple word.
It was a word that had meant nothing when I’d been a kid. No matter how many times I’d screamed it at the top of my lungs, it’d been ignored.
But Cash had given that word and everything that went with it back to me.
There won’t be any safewords between us, Sage. Ever. Because I will always hear you when you say stop. It will protect you from everything and everyone, even me. Use it when you’re afraid of me, but swear to me that you’ll never use it to hide from me… from us.
It was one of the easiest promises I’d ever made anyone.
And I’d never had to use the word. I’d never even been tempted.
I grunted as Cash continued to surge into me. My body ached,both from the unnatural position Cash was holding me in and from the need to come.
I could feel Cash’s hot breath in my ear and I knew he was close. His grip on my throat tightened, but not enough to cut off my air.
“Such a good boy, Sage. You’re such a good boy for me,” he ground out against my ear right before he let go completely. He shouted as he jammed his dick up into me so hard that he pushed me onto my tiptoes. My cock was trapped between my body and the wall, but I didn’t dare hump the tile to try and find any kind of relief. I felt Cash’s hot cum filling me as he jerked into me over and over again. I loved listening to Cash as he got off because it was one of the few times that he seemed to lose all control. And I loved that I’d done that to him. It made it easier to accept how one-sided our relationship sometimes seemed.
Since I always took more than I gave.
I wanted there to be a day where I could change that, but I wasn’t sure it would ever happen. Tonight had just been further proof of that. I was good at giving Cash my body in any way he wanted it, but letting him have all the other parts of me was another story altogether.
