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But I’m going to find out.

I take his hand.

His grip is firm, cool, and surprisingly strong.

"Let’s bleed," I say.

And the trap snaps shut.

Chapter Four

ALESSANDRO

The Churchof the Assumption was deconsecrated in 2014 after a diocese restructuring that had nothing to do with God and everything to do with real estate valuations in a gentrifying neighborhood. My father purchased it through a holding company the following year, gutted the interior, and converted it into an event space that retains enough ecclesiastical architecture to feel sanctified and enough modernization to accommodate the security infrastructure required when two warring families agree to put their guns down in the same room.

The pews have been replaced with rows of upholstered chairs. The altar has been stripped and rebuilt as a raised platform, flanked by arrangements of white lilies that someone in my father's organization selected because they signify purity and someone in mine should have vetoed because they also signify funerals. The stained glass is original—fourteen panels depicting the Stations of the Cross, each one filtering the afternoon light into fractured patterns of crimson and gold that crawl across the marble floor like something bleeding.

I count the exits. Three. The main entrance at the nave, a side door behind the east transept that leads to a service corridor, and a fire exit at the rear of the former sacristy, currently manned by two of Rocco's men in suits that don't quite hide the bulk of their shoulder holsters.

I count the bodies. Forty-six. Twenty-three Falcone, twenty-three Kavanagh—a precise symmetry my father negotiated because in this world, even the guest list is a treaty provision. Each side has been permitted four armed personnel beyond the standard security detail, and I can identify all eight without looking directly at any of them. The Kavanagh shooters carry themselves differently—weight forward, shoulders cocked, the stance of men who learned to fight in bars before they learned to fight with bullets.

Rocco is at my left shoulder, where he has been since we arrived. He is wearing a suit that his tailor constructed around his body the way an engineer constructs a bridge around a load-bearing problem—with grudging respect for the physics involved. His jaw has been locked since we pulled up to the venue, and the tendons in his neck are so rigid I can track his pulse from a distance.

"Stop grinding your teeth," I say without turning.

"Stop marrying a psychopath."

"That ship has sailed."

"I can still sink it."

I don't respond. Rocco's loyalty expresses itself as a perpetual, low-grade threat assessment directed at anyone within a ten-foot radius of me, and arguing with it is as productive as arguing with weather. He will stand beside me, he will hate every secondof it, and he will kill anyone in this room who moves too quickly in my direction. This is not a negotiation. This is his operating system.

The Kavanagh delegation is clustered near the entrance. I can feel their energy from across the room—a specific frequency of aggression that hums beneath the surface of their forced civility like an electrical current through wet ground. Padraic Kavanagh is seated in the front row on the left side, flanked by advisors whose names I memorized from surveillance files. He looks diminished. Smaller than his reputation. The war has reduced him in ways that I cataloged intellectually when reviewing the intelligence but that land differently in person—the stoop of his shoulders, the hollowed quality around his eyes.

And then the doors open, and Killian Kavanagh walks in.

My first thought is clinical: the suit doesn't fit him. Not in the tailoring—the tailoring is adequate, charcoal, single-breasted, cut to accommodate shoulders that belong on a construction site rather than in a church. It doesn't fit him in the way that containment doesn't fit a detonation. The fabric sits on his body like something he's tolerating, a concession to protocol that he resents with every visible muscle in his frame. He moves through the doorway and the room recalibrates around him—a subtle, involuntary shift in the posture of every person present, the way a field of grass bends when something large passes through it.

He is bigger than the photographs suggested. The surveillance images captured the dimensions but not the density—the compressed, coiled quality of a body that has been built through violence rather than vanity. His knuckles are swollen, and there is a bruise on his jaw in the late stages of healing, the yellowed edges of it visible above his collar. He didn't cover it. He didn'ttry. He is walking into his own wedding wearing the evidence of a street fight the way another man might wear a boutonnière.

His eyes find mine across the room, and the impact is immediate and physical—a jolt that registers in my sternum, sharp and involuntary. Those eyes are a shade of green that has no business being that vivid in a face that brutal, and they are flat. Dead. The eyes of a man who has removed every identifiable emotion from his expression the way you'd strip the serial numbers off a weapon.

I hold his gaze. I do not blink. I do not adjust my tie or shift my weight. I give him the same stillness I gave Victor Crespi in that conference room—the silence that costs nothing and forces the other party to fill the void.

He doesn't fill it. He holds it. He walks toward the altar with a predator's economy of motion, each step deliberate, unhurried, and I realize with a cold, recalibrating clarity that the intelligence reports were incomplete. They cataloged his violence and his volatility and missed the thing that is visible now, in person, at a distance of twenty feet and closing: discipline. Killian Kavanagh is not the mindless weapon I was briefed on. He is a controlled burn pretending to be a wildfire, and the pretense is deliberate.

He stops beside me at the altar. The physical proximity creates a differential I wasn't prepared for—the sheer thermal output of a body that large, the way his presence disrupts the geometry of the space I've arranged around myself. I am aware of his hand at his side, scarred and swollen, hanging loose in a way that could be relaxation or could be the resting state of a man who keeps his hands ready.

"You look like you're attending a funeral," I say. Quiet enough that only he can hear it.

His jaw shifts. The dead eyes flicker—a crack in the discipline so brief I would have missed it if I hadn't been watching for exactly that.

"I am," he says. And the rawness in his voice, buried beneath the gravel and the hostility, is something my strategic models did not account for.

The officiant is a judge my father owns—a grey-haired pragmatist who has presided over enough Falcone proceedings to understand that the ceremony is theater and the contract is religion. He opens with language that was drafted by lawyers, not poets. The words are archaic and heavy and designed to make both families feel the weight of what they're agreeing to.

"The rings," the judge says.