“There you go.” His finger slowly curled inside of me, and I spread my legs for him. “You forgive me, baby?” he asked again. “You keep being stubborn and I won’t let you cum.” He bit my earlobe, and I almost lost it.
I knew I was being stubborn, but I couldn’t help myself sometimes. I didn’t want him to think he could just come in here and fuck me whenever I got mad at him. It worked, but we would still have to talk about it.
I felt my orgasm creeping up on me, so I rolled over to my back. Arsel shifted next to me to give himself a better angle. I’d left the bathroom door cracked with the light on so Arsel didn’tcome into a pitch-black room, so I was able to see his face as he looked down at me.
Before I got a chance to cum, he snatched his finger out of me, then quickly got on top of me. I didn’t have time to think or say anything before he entered me.
“Tell me you forgive me,” he demanded.
His dick slowly moved in and out of me, and I felt myself getting even wetter. I guess I didn’t answer him fast enough, because he pulled out of me, then slammed right back into me.
“Tell me.” He grunted.
“I.” My back arched when he bit my nipple. “I forgive you.”
Arsel smiled, then kissed me, deep and passionate.
“Thank you,” he said when he pulled away from my mouth.
I hadn’t planned on staying mad at him for long anyway. I had seen the news about the accident, so I knew Arsel had no choice but to go and help. There was way too many injuries, and at the time of the report, they didn’t even know the full extent.
Arsel put his head in the crook of my neck, and we made love until he came inside of me. It was crazy how I hadn’t gotten pregnant since we’d been back together, because we hadn’t used a condom, and I stopped my birth control. I wasn’t sure if he even knew that I wasn’t taking it. Maybe that was a conversation we had to have.
He stayed on top of me for a second, then got out of bed. He returned a couple of minutes later with a wet washcloth, then wiped me clean. Afterward, he put the washcloth back in the bathroom and turned the light off.
The room was pitch black, but I felt when Arsel got back in bed. He pulled me toward him so my butt was against his dick. He got hard again, but he didn’t say anything.
His hand rested on my stomach as he held me.
“I really do apologize about what happened earlier. I wasn’t even on call today, but it was so bad. I can’t promise that thingslike that won’t happen again, but I will do what I can to prevent them.”
Now I knew why he hadn’t mentioned anything because, technically, they shouldn’t have paged him.
I turned around to face him, even though he couldn’t see my face. I rubbed my hand over his cheek, then kissed his lips. I moved my hand to his head and ran it over his waves. I finally settled on rubbing my fingers through his beard.
“I appreciate your effort, and I know you didn’t leave on purpose. I’m sorry for being mad. I knew that couldn’t be easy for you to deal with while you were working. I thought you were on call and forgot to tell me.”
“All I could think about was getting back home to you and making things right. I would have told you I was on call; that’s not something I would forget. Trust me, when they called, I tried to see if there was anyone else, but they needed everyone. I’m not trying to fuck this up again.”
With my fingers in his beard, I pulled his mouth close to mine and kissed him again.
“You won’t. If I ever get mad enough that I feel like I have to leave, I’ll go in Mikayla’s room or somewhere else in the house to cool off.” I pecked his lips again. “Don’t worry about me leaving you again, because I won’t unless you cheat on me. Then, you will leave in a body bag.”
Arsel’s laugh filtered through the room.
“Not happening.”
“Oh, I know. I did want to tell you something.”
I felt him sit up, but I pulled him back down.
“Nothing crazy. I hadn’t taken my birth control pills since I left, and we haven’t used any form of protection. I’m not pregnant right now, but it’s possible I could be soon. How do you feel about that?”
“I feel like if it’s our time to add to our family, then that’s what we will do. I believe we have a better system going with Mikayla, so I wouldn’t mind it. We also have families that can help. We can also hire help if we want. I know I was against it before, but I’m ready for it now. Having Mikayla made me realize I can have the career I want and the family. I would love to have a mini you or me running around. Plus, Mikayla is going to need a playmate.”
“I guess we’ll see what happens.”
Arsel told me about the surgeries he had to do from the accident and about the fatalities. I silently prayed for the people that lost their loved ones and the ones that were in critical condition. Eventually, Arsel fell asleep on my chest as I rubbed his head.
