But it’s been so long.
“Let go, baby,” Tem whispered. His breath sent a trail of goosebumps over my skin. “Feed Saar your cum.”
“But… I don’t want-too soon.”
“Oh, sweetheart. We’re not going to let you off with a single orgasm. Go ahead and fill his throat and I’ll make sure you do again. I’m not anywhere near done with you yet. I’m going to keep this ass filled for hours.”
My moan is too loud to contain, and I do exactly as he said. My release is fierce as my eyes cross behind closed eyelids. My cock pulses and I gasp as Saar’s throat contracts around the head of my dick when he swallows my release. It only spurs me on as more shoots from my body.
And as Tem said, he doesn’t stop. Nor does Saar’s mouth on my softening dick, though his sucking is softer on my oversensitive flesh as he cares for me. He’s always enjoyed sucking on my soft cock once he’s emptied me. There’s been more times than I can count that he’s continued softly working me in his mouth while he lazily strokes his own rigid dick.
A silly, happy smile covers my mouth. Slapping skin and moans fill the air. Tem doesn’t stop rocking deep into me from behind, pressing against my prostate like a drum beat. But none of that matters. Because they’re doing exactly what I need them to.
Needing me. Loving me. Taking care of me. And using me for their pleasure.
* * *
My face was still buriedon Saar’s stomach as I panted from where I eventually fell forward, Hadley’s hands in my hair as she continued to ride Saar. I swear, my dick forgot what it was like to come, it’s been so long. And the sting in my ass was a sweet misery I didn’t want to fade away too quickly.
I took a breath, inhaling the scent of sex and Saar. I was close enough to his cock that I could also smell Hadley’s release on him. The moan that tried to escape lodged in my throat. Nope. Time for a break. Tem was still not 100%.
Rolling away, I laid beside them. Then Hadley came down on top of me, making me smile as I hugged her tightly. Though she was facing the opposite direction, her head rested on my hip as her hand splayed across my sweat-drying skin.
We lay in the quiet, listening to the sound of a clock ticking somewhere. Feeling the breeze as it blew through the open doors, rustling the curtains. Hadley’s fingers on my chest.
Glancing down, I found my wife-to-be tracing my Igarashi seal. The one my husbands and I share. It was a storm cell, like the eye of the storm, with the shadow of a monster inside. Anger spreading through what could be wings. Talons descending like whirling limbs of a tornado.
I couldn’t wait to see the same one on her.
“We should get up and vacate the room for a while. Yonbe’s been chomping at the bit to wash our bedding,” Saar said, making no move to get up.
“He needs a raise,” Tem said, as if we hadn’t just discussed this.
“A big one,” I agreed. “Maybe 20%.”
“Done,” Saar said.
Hadley grinned, her fingers still moving around my body along the lines of my seal.
Eventually, we pulled ourselves to our feet and headed into Saar’s shower. Turning on the strip of rain heads along the center of his shower, we stood under the stream of hot water for a while, not cleaning or even talking. Just standing there, leaning against each other.
I knew my family was safe. Everything was okay. Everyone I loved most was under one roof.
But I also knew that I wasn’t the only one lost in my head. I didn’t know how to put into words what I wanted. What I needed to find peace again. I’m not a particularly violent person. Most of the time, I can find good in situations. But right now, all I wanted was for the people behind this to hurt as much as I did.
We didn’t go back to hanging out in the wide-open space on the third floor. While we were in the shower, Yonbe had already gathered all the bedding and stripped it. There were just a couple high stacks of naked pillows.
So we headed downstairs and in the main kitchen. I wasn’t all that surprised to find that Tara and Gale were puttering around.
“Yonbe is a fantastic cook,” Tara said, “but I really need to fry something.”
“Chop something into tiny pieces,” Gale muttered, his knife flying through a couple carrots. That was all the proof I needed that they had the same frustrations I did.
I could almost pretend that it was any other day as my husbands slowly meandered into the kitchen and took seats around the island while we watched Gale and Taranis. Unlike most other days, there was no teasing banter and catching up.
When I said I wanted to spend every waking minute together for a period of time, this hadn’t been what I had in mind. Maybe I’d taken our life for granted. By asking for more, I’d somehow called negative karma our way.
Hadley sighed. “I just can’t make sense of it,” she said in annoyance. “I know we’ve been speculating for days, butwhat do they want with us?What was their goal if they succeeded at abducting us? I get that torture and experimentation is a given, butwhy?”
