“No,” he cut me off, his voice firm. “Not once has any of us ever thought that you were a burden. Don’t you dare think that.”
“Saar’s right,” Tem said. I couldn’t look at him since Saar still held my face. Not that I could turn my eyes away if I wanted to. His gaze held me captive. “There’s nothing in this life better than seeing you smile when we’ve taken pressure off your shoulders. And while we know you prefer to never call the shots, we want you to know that if there’s ever something you want, that we want to hear it.”
“I do,” I whispered.
“You don’t,” Saar said. “Since you stepped foot into this house, you’ve never asked for anything.”
“That’s why we’re always asking what you want. It’s not that we forget or don’t believe that you would rather us make the decisions, so you don’t have to. We never forget, nor dislike, that you want to be taken care of. But you’ve been here for more than a decade, and at least since I’ve been here, the most explicit desire you’ve ever expressed is asking for water over any other beverage,” Tem said.
I nodded. Pressing my hand onto Saar’s stomach, I slid it up his chest. He let my chin go, moving his hand to the back of my head as he leaned in to press his lips to mine.
“I like being taken care of,” I said quietly. “To know that I can make my own choices but that I don’t have to. That you’ll be there to make sure I’m happy and safe and have everything I need. And for the record, Ihavetold you what I like sexually. And that’s justnot topping.”
Tem and Saar chuckled, shaking their heads. But because I thought maybe they needed to understand a little more, I quickly pushed out the next words before I lost the nerve. “I like being vulnerable for you. To feel your need and desire, and knowing that I’m the one who put it there. Ineedto see and feel that I’m making you feel so good that youcan’tcontain yourself. That’s what I need. I need to know that you love me and that you want me to feel good and that’s why you strive to get me off, too. But that you do it because you want to, not because you feel obligated to in some necessary reciprocal idea. And I need to be held after, to be reminded that I mean something bigger to you than just someone to empty yourself in. That I’m a part of your heart and your life and that you’re thinking of me. I just-I need to be wanted and loved. That’s all.”
I’m surprised when Saar pulls me forward. An ‘oomph’ leaves my mouth when I’m shifted off balance to land into his chest. I let out a laugh as I grip him. And then Tem’s pressed against my back and Hadley around Saar as they hug me tightly.
“If you ever feel like that isn’t happening, you need to say so,” Saar said, his voice low in my ear.
I shook my head, melting into their hold. “I didn’t tell you that because there’s been a time when I’ve felt that way with you. Just that, that’s what I want. You keep asking and I know why you do now, but I don’t want anything more than to be wanted and loved. As much as I like to hear it, it means more when you show me. When I can feel it without words.”
“Understood,” Saar said.
We remained like that for several minutes before Tem shifted behind me. His fingers brushed my ass and I shivered as they slipped between my crack, grazing over my tight hole. I’ve never been one for foreplay. I don’t like prep. I mean, Ilikethe play of it when it’s just that. Play. And when my partner wants it. But when I know we’re getting to sex, I’d rather just have it.
Besides, I like the initial sting. I like the way I stretch and burn to the point where it’s almost painful but right before it gets to that point, pleasure overtakes me.
Hands on my face pull me out of Saar’s chest and Hadley’s mouth seals over mine. We’ve remained naked for most of the time we’ve been on the third floor, not caring at all whether or not our friends were coming and going. With the trauma of almost losing our guys, it really puts into perspective what’s important. And modesty just isn’t high on the list.
Hadley’s the only one that kept clothing on but usually it consisted of short shorts and a tee. When I gripped her, she was still in her shirt. Kissing Hadley was incredibly different than kissing one of my men. She was softer, smaller. But she was just as demanding and dictating in our kiss as our men. There was something ridiculously hot about that. Knowing she was half my size but could control me like I was a damned kitten.
I wiggled against Tem’s finger, still teasingly pressing against my hole. A whine built in my throat but was swallowed by Hadley as soon as it escaped.
Tem chuckled quietly and removed his hand, replacing it with the head of his cock, all slicked up. His hand took my hip, his knees shifting my legs apart. It was a little awkward to try and move while Hadley still controlled my mouth, but I wasn’t about to release her.
However, my gasp was loud when the tip of his cockhead began to press against my tight hole. The pressure that built was different than normal, which was to be expected. Usually, I’ve had sex, minimum, once a day. With this many husbands, it just goes with the course. And I love that. I love being who they turn to when they need something that I’m able to give them.
It’s also why I never care for prep. I’m usually plenty prepped as long as their dick is well lubed. And they always are. As is Tem’s right now.
But it’s been more than a week. So the sting when he finally breached the tight ring at my ass had me tensing and gasping in a way I haven’t in a very long time. Tem’s arm circled my waist, and he pulled me against his chest while he continued to push inside me.
“That’s it, baby. Relax and let me have you,” Tem purred in my ear.
I groaned at his words, reaching behind him to rest my hands on his thighs. My eyes closed as I let my head fall back on his shoulder. His hand was still wedged between us as he worked his dick inside me, which I appreciated, since it didn’t allow him to just slam home. Not that he would. None of my husbands were sadists.
The burn as he pushed inside was intense. Harsher than I’m used to. It made my legs tremble, and my fingers to dig into his muscles. His other arm moved around my torso then, crossing my chest to hold me tight to him as he moved in deeper and deeper.
“Breathe, honey. You’re taking me so good. You have no idea how much I love that you’re giving me your body right now. Letting me have you first after this long dry spell.”
I shivered at Tem’s words. My dick leaked a little more with everything he said. More and more he spoke, and my body reacted. Loosening for him, letting the burn of his cock pressing into depths that hadn’t been touched in days spread and consume me. Mixing with the hint of pleasure that began at his words but was slowly picking up as he took control of my body.
A hiss left me as a mouth wrapped around my cock. Through hooded eyes, I barely register Saar’s taking my dick to his throat. He’s laying with his head between my legs and riding him is our gorgeous wife, watching with hunger in her eyes as she bounces hard and deep on Saar.
My groan is loud. My mind spins as every nerve ending in my body becomes a live wire. Hadley leaned forward, her hands against my chest. As much as I wanted to lean down and kiss her, between Tem finally moving inside me and Saar swallowing me, I knew if I shifted even a little bit, I’d fall over completely. Instead, I covered one of her hands with mine, keeping the other on Tem’s thigh.
“You feel so good,” Tem huskily said in my ear. “Like your ass was made for me. And look at you in Saar’s mouth. Look at how much pleasure he’s taking from you.”
“Fuck,” I grunted, my balls drawing up tight. My eyes slam closed as my entire body is overcome with shuddering. Trying to hold tight so it’s not over too soon.
