After a minute my dick finally softened inside her and the room got quiet except for our breathin’.
My hand slid down to her stomach while she laid against me. I started rubbin’ her belly slow, and right under my palm I felt my baby move.
That lil’ kick hit my hand and somethin’ in my heart shifted.
“Daddy’s babies,” I whispered, rubbin’ Toni’s stomach while I kissed along her cheek and jaw, holdin’ her close while my hand rested over My’Love growin’ inside her.
I knew sex wasn’t gon’ fix what me and Toni was goin’ through but it definitely relieved our stress.
I ain’t know what was to come but I knew one thing… we was gon’ get through this bullshit.
Trill-Land, ‘LoLux Estate
Me and Kay’Lo had just finished makin’ love, and he was still layin’ behind me on his side with his chest pressed against my back and his dick still buried deep inside me like neither one of us was in a rush to move. His arm was wrapped around my waist while his other hand moved slow across my stomach, rubbin’ soft circles over the place where our baby girl was growin’, and every few seconds he leaned in and kissed the side of my neck like he couldn’t help himself.
“Mm,” he murmured against my skin, pressin’ another kiss right under my ear while his fingers slid over my waist again.
His hand spread gently across my stomach and a small part of me loved it so much it almost hurt.
Kay’Lo loved hard. Anybody that really knew him knew that. He loved his family hard, he loved his cousins hard, he loved Pressure’s kids like they was his own, and the way he already talked about our daughter made it clear my girl was gon’ have him wrapped around her finger.
I knew the kind of man he was, and I knew his heart better than anybody. But that didn’t stop my mind from wanderin’ to the one thing that had been eatin’ at me all damn week.
The whole situation with Echo’s stupid ass had been everywhere lately. It was on the blogs, it was on the news, it was on everybody’s phones and timelines, and every time I opened Instagram there she was again runnin’ her mouth like she had some kind of claim over my husband.
That bitch had been talkin’ crazy about the Mensah family like she had been around them her whole life. She kept tryna paint this picture that Kay’Lo couldn’t let go of her, that he had been obsessed with her, and that whole story made my skin crawl ‘cause I knew it wasn’t true. But the more she talked, the more people listened. And the more people listened, the more our lives stayed on display for the whole damn world to judge.
Kay’Lo’s hand slid up my side again while his lips brushed across my neck, and I closed my eyes for a second ‘cause I was tryin’ so hard not to let my thoughts ruin this moment. I loved this man more than I ever thought I could love anybody. I had stuck beside him through everything ‘cause I knew who he was at his core.
He was a good nigga…
He loved me hard, and he had never played about me once he made up his mind that I was his. But that ain’t stop the pain from sittin’ in the back of my heart when I thought about the one thing he had done while we were separated.
It was the fact that he had slept with Echo.
Even though it had happened months ago and even though he wasn’t actively livin’ in the house when it happened, that shit still crept into my mind sometimes when I least expected it.
Kay’Lo knew how to fuck, and I knew that. So sometimes when I thought about it, my mind went places I hated. It made me wonder if he had touched her the way he touched me, or if lhe had talked in her ear the way he talked in mine. I wondered if he had looked at her the way he looked at me when he was deep inside me and tellin’ me how much he loved me.
The thought alone made my chest tighten, and before I even realized what was happenin’ a tear slid down the side of my face.
I tried to keep it quiet ‘cause the last thing I wanted was for him to feel like he had to fix my emotions every time they got the best of me. But Kay’Lo knew my body too well.
The moment my shoulders trembled just a lil’, his hand stopped movin’.
For a second he ain’t say nothin’, and then his fingers slid up the side of my face and brushed across my cheek. When he felt the tears there, his whole body went still behind me. He ain’t have to ask what was wrong ‘cause he already knew.
Real slow, he pulled his dick outta me and rolled me over on my back so he could see my face. His body hovered over mine while he looked down at me, and the guilt in his eyes was so obvious it almost made me look away.
“Toni,” he said soft.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes for a second ‘cause I was tryna calm myself.
Kay’Lo’s hand moved down to my stomach again while he kept lookin’ at me.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
I opened my eyes and looked up at him while he rubbed my stomach again.
