“Right here in front of god and everybody?”
Colin scoffed as they reached the shoreline. He lowered himself to the ground next to Joshua. “You’d be doing me a favor if you’d havethatconversation in your bedroom.”
Nate laughed as he fell to the ground beside David and wrapped both arms around his neck. “Oh, relax, Irish. I won’t give him a blow job right here in front of you.” He arched an eyebrow and glanced up at him. “Though you could probably use the pointers!”
Colin scoffed and draped his arm around Joshua’s shoulder. “Like you’re going to teachmeanything about giving a great blow job!”
Nate whispered into David’s ear then kissed his cheek, and after nodding in response, David pulled him across his lap and kissed him in return. “Hey,” he said turning to face Colin, “don’t be so sure! He has some damned fine moves!
“Oh?” Colin teased. “He has the old ‘sucky fucky’ down to a fine art, does he?”
“Well at least I can deep throat, which is more thanyoucan do, Irish!”
“You got me there, buddy. I never could manage it. Gives me the creeps.”
David laughed. “Well, I get not being able to do it. But thecreeps? What’s up withthat?”
“Maybe that was the wrong word. The right word is closer to panic. I feel like I’m being smothered.”
“A lot of people do,” David said, shrugging. “It’s a pretty normal reaction.”
“I think with me it’s more about not being in control of what’s going on,” Colin muttered, then shrugged.
“I don’t give a damn about deep throating,” Joshua said. “But there’s not much on earth I love more than giving Colin a blow job.”
“Why so?” Nate asked, then wrinkled his nose and threw David a wink. “A dick is a pretty much adick.”
“I love...” Joshua began, then shot a quick glance at Colin who laughed and nudged him with an elbow.
“Say it!”
“I love the way it feels and tastes and smells,” Joshua said, a high flush rising on his cheeks. He gave an embarrassed laugh and covered his face with both hands. “Ack! Did I say that out loud?”
“Well, you’re in it now, so you have to finish telling us!” Nate teased.
“It’s a sensual thing for you more than sexual,” David said.
“You’re right!” Joshua exclaimed. “And I confess that it’s also...” He shot another quick glance at Colin then winced as if anticipating a blow. “It’s also that it givesmea measure of control that I really enjoy.” He wrinkled his nose at Colin, mugging comically. “Sorry.”
Colin sprawled out on the grass next to Joshua and took his hand. “Why the hell are yousorry,of all fucking things? When you’ve got my dick in your mouth, youarein control.” He laughed and pressed Joshua’s fingers to his lips. “And if you’re waiting for me toobject...” He looked up at Joshua, smirking in amused disbelief. “Nothappening.”
“Yeah, I can’t see him having a problem giving you that kind of control,” Nate laughed.
“I like—I like feeling—feeling his...” Joshua stammered, then stopped and shook his head. “OK. I can’t do this.”
“You like feeling mywhat?” Colin blurted, sitting up.
“Colin, stop!” Joshua laughed. “I can’t say it.”
“You have to,” Colin said, his voice flat. “Because now I wanna know!”
“Me too!” Nate chirped, bouncing on David’s lap.
“Leave Josh alone,” David insisted, laughing. “You’re embarrassing him.”
“He started it, now he has to finish it,” Colin insisted. “You like feeling my...” He waved his fingers in encouragement.
“I like feeling and seeing your body’s responses,” Joshua blurted out. “And that’s all I intend to say about it, so stop bugging me!” He bent forward laughing. “God! How the hell did this get started?”
