"Are you going to take it like a good girl."
I almost let the sound out that wants to slip past, but I seal my lips tight, not needing to embarrass myself further.
I almost want to tell him that I know exactly what part he just got to in the book - based off the words he's using but I don't.
"You like that? Use your words, tell me how you like it?"
My body heats up. Hearing it from a man's lips is very different from reading it on a page. But hearing it from Asher's lips? My whole body is alive in a way I've never experienced. I clench my hands to stop them from lifting towards him. Repeating in my head, 'this is just a lesson. A lesson. A lesson.'
My head swims as he lifts up, looking down into my eyes like he didn't just turn my mind inside out, "Did I sound like an idiot?"
I shake my head but he only grins and pulls back, "Use your words, Ivy."
"No." I swallow and sit up. He sits there, completely calm and collected while I feel like I've been dumped in a fire.Get a hold of yourself Ivy."You didn't sound like an idiot."
He nods, "Okay, now it's your turn."
"What?"
"It's your turn. I'm the teacher Ivy; this is a pop quiz. Go." He says again, though he can't hide the amusement in his tone. "What would you say?"
I choke up, my mind blanking on everything but one sentence, yet I'm too embarrassed to say it.
He raises a brow, waiting and I close my eyes, whispering the words.
"What?"
My eyes snap open and I glare at the grin on his face, knowing he heard what I said but wants me to be louder.
"I want you to fuck me."
"Tame, what else have you got?"
"I want you to fuck me so hard I feel you between my legs for days." I mumble it quickly, but he still hears the words, his eyes widening slightly like he didn't expect those words.
"What else, Ivy?"
"I want to feel your cock in my mouth; I want you to fill me up." My cheeks are hot. I can feel them.
His eyes close. Just for a second.
Then he exhales and shifts back, creating space between us like he's forcing distance.
"What else?" The words come out monotone, and I shift awkwardly as the atmosphere suddenly feels too small.
"I want you on your knees with your head between my legs, tell me how much you like how I taste."
"I don't think you need any help with dirty talk; you just need to stop being quiet." He says softly, his eyes focused on mine.
I nod, feeling the tension slip between us. "Okay." I say softly.
"Ivy-"
There's a knock at my door, and I rear up, pushing Asher to the floor with a heavy thud.
My bedroom door opens and Leon stands there, looking around my room. "What was that?"
"What was what?" I ask, my heart racing beneath my chest.
