“I won’t tell them that. Their heads are big enough.”
He sets the photo down with a laugh. “I’m looking forward to this year. The Commissioner Cup is ours. I can feel it.”
“That’s right. Six sharp for practice Monday.”
“You got it, Coach.”
“Come on,baby. It’s my first day, I’m exhausted.” Okay, I didn’t do much at all today. Just went through the roster and stats of the incoming players. Still, he finds this funny. Felix grins, leaning down giving me a quick kiss on my nose, and I jolt as the toy shifts inside me. “You’re so mean!”
“You love it when I’m mean.” He’s got me there.
“Angel, please,” I whine. “Ohfuck.”He tilts the toy inside me just right. Pleasure hums and pulls at my balls.
“Begging will get you nowhere.” He bites my ear. “But I love to hear you try.” A long groan leaves my lips. He pulls it out then thrusts inside again.
He pulls it out again, and I almost whine with impatience before I feel something bigger prod my hole. Slowly he slides the plug inside. “Oh shit. Yes. Yes, Felix. Please.” I roll myhips, bearing down against it. He slides the elastic of the attached cock ring over my balls and around my crown, then he throws his leg over my waist to straddle me. If I’m careful, I can resume regular sexual activity soon. I just need to be careful with my knee. And I plan to let him fuck me into our new bed once I can.
Still, watching his beautiful body grind on top of me isn’t a hardship.
He reaches behind himself, grabbing my cock and sinking down slowly on my length until his hips are flush with mine. He throws his head back with a breathy moan, and his fingers dig into my chest. I love watching him find his pleasure, using my body any way he likes. Being out of control has never felt this good in my life. I watch his body, his stomach muscles tightening as he rolls his hips. His cock juts forward, dripping precum onto my belly. “You look fucking hot like this.”
His eyes flutter open as he looks down at me. “Should see the view from up here.”
“Don’t tease me.” He rides me slowly, letting the toy inside me bring shocks of pleasure with each roll of his hips.
“You love it when I tease you.” His hips roll, and as he lifts up I grab his hips, planting my feet on the bed and rolling my own hips, meeting him halfway. “Uh-uh. Don’t get greedy.” He holds up the remote. “Your checkup is next week. You need to take it easy until then.” He clicks a button and my back bows, holding him here in my lap.
“Felix,” I pant, the vibration inside me making my balls ache.
My legs straighten back out as I give up control, and he sets the remote aside, letting the toy rumble inside me. He plants his palms on my chest, grinding on me as I lose my mind. “Felix, baby.”
“You feel so good inside me.”
He rolls his hips faster, chasing his pleasure. Even if Idon’t come right now, I just want to watch him tip over the edge. “Use me. Come on. Who owns this dick?”
“I do,” he groans, bouncing faster. His fingers lace around his cock, jerking, and I move his hand, taking over and letting him fuck into the tunnel of my fingers as he rolls his hips. His eyes blink open, drunk on me. There are no shadows in them now. No threats or forces lurking to take him away from me. We’re here together in this little life we’ve created, and I love every minute of it.
There are things that still haunt us both, though. Felix has an appointment next week with a therapist. It was one condition of moving. I thought I’d get over ending Steven’s life—he was evil, I know that—but I haven’t at all. After that awful day, I started having nightmares, so I agreed to see someone too. It’s something you don’t realize can haunt you until you have to make that terrible choice.
But everything we’ve been through, we’ve done it all together, in the safety of each other’s love. “Grey. I’m close. You’re so deep.” He groans.
I let him find his pleasure, my own climax not far behind. His nails dig into my chest a little as he fucks my hand. “That’s it. That’s it. Come on. Give it to me.”
He shoots on my chest, some of it landing on my lips, and my tongue darts out to taste him. “Come inside me. Come on.” He rolls his hips, reaching behind to press the toy between my cheeks deeper.
“Fuck!” I unload inside him. “Fuck, I love you.”
His palm runs down my body. “That’s it, baby.” He takes the remote, shutting it off, and I sag as the vibration halts. He leans down, pressing a kiss to my lips. Nearly a year ago, I thought my life as I knew it was over. Change is scary, but it doesn’t have to be terrible. In fact, change can be the best thing for you.
There are still things that weigh on me, and I really hopethat Atlas talks to me soon. I miss him so much it hurts. I’ve watched some of their preseason games and he’s doing well. The Vipers are playing the Hawks soon, and whether or not he’s talking to me, I’ll be in the stands supporting him. At a distance if that’s what he needs.
Felix doesn’t get off. Instead, he leans down, and the softness of his lips brings a trill of pleasure. I twitch inside him, softening but loving the soft squeezes the echoes of his orgasm are giving me.
Everything I could ever want is inside this person I love more than anything. “Are we watching the Vipers’ opening game tonight?” he asks.
“Yes. Just gotta get up and shower.” I bought a Vipers jersey when the new ones went live, with Atlas’s name on the back. I have yet to put it on. I will, though. Soon. Just not today. I still bleed tan, white, and sea green. An Otter for life. An Otter with his jersey in the rafters. “Time to get up, Angel.”
“Fine. Fine.” He grins, kissing my forehead. “Good game, Coach.”
