Page 93 of The Secrets We Keep


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Hope flickers despite the dire circumstances. “I’m listening.”

“Complete evacuation before the summons is formally delivered,” he explains, voice barely audible despite the silence ward. “Midnight tonight, using the maintenance tunnel we attempted before. I’ve arranged different forest coverage this time—the Hunter patrols are temporarily reassigned for reinforcement preparation.”

My strengthened shadows pulse with immediate recognition of this opportunity, though they maintain a normal appearance for any potential observers. Escaping before the formal summons arrives means violating academy regulations but not direct Hunter containment orders—a significant legal distinction should we be caught.

“And after the tunnel?” I ask practical questions first despite the growing urgency.

“Transportation waiting beyond detection boundaries,” Constantine answers, his voice carrying quiet determination. “Location coordinates known only to those directly involved in the extraction. Even I don’t know the final destination—safer that way for everyone.”

Meaning Bael has arranged the second phase of escape, working in coordination with Constantine despite their natural rivalry. Blood and fire, shadow, and light—the prophecy’s elements aligning for protection rather than opposition.

“We’ll need to move quickly once the decision is made,” Constantine continues, checking the corridor again for potential listeners despite the silence ward. “Pack only essentials that wouldn’t be immediately missed. Once the summons arrives officially tomorrow, leaving academy grounds becomes a direct violation of Hunter containment protocols rather than a mere regulatory infraction.”

The distinction matters significantly—regulatory violations mean academic consequences, while Hunter protocol violations can trigger lethal response authorizations. My strengthened shadows absorb this information with grim acknowledgment, preparing for either outcome with techniques gained through blood memory.

“I should return to normal activities,” I say, recognizing the danger of prolonged private conversation despite the silence ward. “Too much special attention just highlights the situation further.”

Constantine nods, professional demeanor returning completely as we step back into the main corridor. The transition feels like stepping from safety into a lion’s den. “Review your specialized recognition documentation before tomorrow’s instruction period,” he says loudly enough for potential listeners. “The achievement classification requires formal acknowledgment.”

As we separate—him toward the faculty offices, me toward the dormitory wing—I maintain perfect composuredespite the chaos of emotions beneath the surface. The stone floors feel cold beneath my feet, and the enchanted torches cast shadows that my darkness yearns to join. My strengthened shadows continue their conventional patterns, revealing nothing of their terror at the prospect of Hunter binding protocols or their desperate hope for midnight evacuation.

The summons changes everything—transforming suspicion into active intervention, observation into containment, theoretical threat into imminent reality. Whatever decision I make tonight, the stalemate has ended. Either I flee before official documentation arrives, accepting permanent fugitive status, or I remain for “specialized assessment” that would reveal my true nature beyond any possibility of concealment.

As I walk through the academy grounds one last time—potentially my last day within these ancient walls regardless of which path I choose—my strengthened shadows extend subtle sensory tendrils, recording every detail with bittersweet precision. The massive oak trees with their autumn-fire leaves that crunch underfoot and smell like wood smoke and memories. The worn stone pathways polished by centuries of student footsteps, smooth as silk beneath my boots. The enchanted fountains, whose water never freezes despite winter’s approach, their gentle splashing a constant background melody. The feeling of belonging I briefly experienced before my Ascendant nature made me separate from everyone around me.

Through our blood binding, I sense Bael’s awareness following my melancholy observations with matching intensity—his centuries of experience recognizing the significance of such transitional moments. The pendant against my skin pulses with quiet acknowledgment, working in harmony with both blood binding and shadow consciousness to create the most convincing concealment possible during these last hours before everything changes.

The Crimson Ascendant prophecy continues unfolding, one impossible choice at a time. Tonight, I choose freedom over captivity, uncertainty over certain destruction, running toward an unknown future rather than staying for a fate I know will destroy everything I’ve become.

My wings may be hidden beneath shadow and binding, their crimson glory concealed from Hunter eyes, but they’re real and they’re mine. And no amount of specialized assessment or forced binding will change that truth.

Chapter Thirty-Seven

Midnight approaches with agonizing slowness,each tick of the ancient clock tower bringing me closer to the moment that will change everything. My dorm room feels both familiar and strange—a space that was briefly mine but never truly home, filled with the scent of old stone and the faint lavender sachets Iris left behind. Moonlight spills through the narrow gothic window, casting silver patterns across my carefully made bed and the small collection of possessions I’m preparing to either abandon or take with me. The air tastes like approaching winter and barely contained fear.

I’ve packed only what Constantine suggested—essentials that wouldn’t be immediately missed. The stolen book wrapped in dark cloth that smells like ancient parchment and forbidden knowledge, my father’s carved wooden bird that still carries the faint scent of his workshop, a change of clothes in a bag small enough to carry without slowing me down. Everything else remains perfectly arranged, creating the illusion that I might return at any moment rather than fleeing permanently before dawn.

My shadows extend as silent sentinels, monitoring thehallway outside for approaching patrols while simultaneously mapping potential escape routes through the academy’s maze-like structure. The stone walls seem to pulse with magic tonight, every enchantment more active than usual. Since Constantine’s warning about the specialized test—the shadow-binding examination designed to separate my shadows from me—they’ve been unusually vigilant, their fear of forced binding creating heightened alertness despite still looking normal.

The window darkens suddenly, moonlight blocked by a presence materializing outside the glass like storm clouds gathering. My shadows report a familiar energy signature moments before Bael takes form, his tall figure stepping through the solid window as if it were merely mist. The air shimmers briefly around him, carrying the scent of winter nights and ancient power. His expression shows unusual tension, the careful control he typically maintains slipping slightly to reveal genuine concern that makes my chest tighten.

“They’ve sped up the timeline,” he says without preamble, voice barely above a whisper despite the privacy wards he’s immediately established around us. The magical barrier creates a subtle pressure in my ears. “The Hunter reinforcements arrived early—a specialized containment unit with equipment I haven’t seen deployed in centuries.”

My stomach tightens, fear crystallizing into something sharper that tastes like metal on my tongue. “Constantine said three days before the formal summons.”

“That was the original schedule,” Bael confirms grimly, his shadows reaching toward mine through our bond. “Something changed in their assessment. They’re preparing for the examination at dawn rather than waiting for formal documentation.”

“What kind of examination?” I ask, needing to understand exactly what we’re trying to avoid. My voice barely holds steady.

Bael’s expression darkens further, ancient memories clearlysurfacing that make his green eyes look almost black. “Shadow sentience verification using methods developed during the Inquisition period. Forced binding combined with pain response designed to trigger autonomous protective reactions that confirm Ascendant nature.”

My shadows coil defensively around my ankles like protective serpents, responding to this description with instinctive horror. The thought of such a violation makes my skin crawl. Through our blood bond, I sense Bael’s protective fury battling with tactical thinking—emotional response subordinated to practical necessity despite his obvious distress at the situation.

“Constantine’s diversion plans are compromised,” he continues, moving deeper into the room as his shadows merge with mine through our bond. The sensation feels like cool silk against my consciousness. “Elara Lightbringer has provided specialized detection spells specifically calibrated for living shadow identification—ancient light Nephilim techniques previously thought lost to modern practitioners.”

Of course she fucking has. Elara’s vendetta against me has transcended mere faction rivalry into a personal crusade that reeks of obsession. My shadows pulse with resignation before settling back into controlled patterns, recognizing the escalating danger without revealing their true reaction.

“How did you learn all this?” I ask, wondering how he’s gathered such specific intelligence despite being unable to enter Hunter-controlled spaces directly.