Page 121 of Before the Snow Falls


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Haneul at first hated him—resented his calm, his sly remarks, the way he never seemed threatened or impressed, the way he laughed when Haneul threw a tantrum or turned the tea table into a snowstorm. He hated the way Jaewan could sit through a dinner, calmly eating dumplings while Seungho and Haneul bickered like wolves, only to sigh and say, “If I wanted to see a snowstorm in July, I’d have married your aunt, Seungho.” Even Seungho would choke on his tea at that.

But Jaewan didn’t flinch. He’d reach across the table, flick a bit of rice at Haneul’s forehead and grin, “You missed a spot, snow demon,”and Haneul would bare his teeth—then snort, not quite laughing, but no longer murderous.

At night, Jaewan would join them in the king’s study. He taught Haneul how to cheat at cards, slyly slipping him extra pebbles under the table while Seungho pretended not to notice. He told the story of the time a young Seungho tried to impress the river shamans by wrestling a wild boar—and lost, spectacularly, spending a week in the baths unable to sit down. Haneul doubled over laughing, then spent three days imitating Seungho’s limping walk, yowling in the halls.

For Haneul, friendship was a foreign thing—a battlefield with no victory, no blood, no enemy, only the strange sense of being seen and accepted. At first he treated Jaewan with suspicion, circling him like a wolf testing a rival. But Jaewan never pressed, never pried, just met every scowl with a joke, every burst of magic with a raised brow and a napkin calmly placed over his head “for protection.” Haneul tried, once, to provoke him with a flash of frost; Jaewan laughed and conjured a pebble from nowhere, flicking it into Haneul’s teacup. “You’ll have to do better than that, frost storm.”

Slowly, awkwardly, Haneul let him in. He let Jaewan drag him out into the city, disguised as merchants, let him teach him how to haggle, how to slip a coin from behind a merchant’s ear, how to eat pork buns so fast Seungho stared in shock. Once, caught in a rainstorm, Haneul let Jaewan sling an arm around his shoulders, didn’t flinch when Jaewan called him “friend.”

Seungho watched it all—half-jealous, half-awed, a little in love with the ease Jaewan brought into their world. He found himself relaxing, laughing more easily, letting himself be ribbed, letting himself blush at stories Jaewan told, the old secrets of their youth now transformed into warmth for this new, makeshift family.

It was Jaewan who broke up their rare, real arguments, stepping in with, “If you two idiots burn down the council chamber again, you’re both sleeping in the stables.” It was Jaewan who whispered to Haneul, “You’re not alone, little fox. We’re all misfits here.”

As time spun on, Jaewan became the witness—the silent scribe who watched their love burn and freeze and grow, who knew every scar, every joke, every midnight fear, and who, in the end, would be the one to keep the story alive. In the darkest years after, when the world would mourn, it would be Jaewan who raised a cup at the midwinter feast, telling the children of the fire clan how two kings broke the world to make a home for each other, and how a snow fox learned to laugh.

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Haneul hated being indoors when the wind howled. Every bone in his body ached to run the roofs, to taste rain, to vanish into shadow, but tonight—tonight he sat coiled on a cushion, sullen and beautiful in a battered blue robe, hair loose, eyes shining like a fox’s in stormlight. Jaewan sprawled on the other side of the table, long legs crossed, hair half-tied, smile sly as a knife in moonlight. Seungho paced by the open lattice, arms folded, face a mask of kingly irritation that couldn’t hide the way his gaze kept drifting back to Haneul.

They were halfway through a drinking game—Jaewan’s invention, rules so convoluted that even the Fire King seemed lost, and Haneul, pride wounded, refused to admit he was behind. Cards scattered, tokens swapped, fortunes told and re-told, each round punctuated by Jaewan’s lazy laugh, Seungho’s grumbled threats, Haneul’s bursts of cursing—always creative, always frost-laced.

“Again,” Haneul demanded, flipping a card, baring a tiger to Jaewan’s river spirit.

Jaewan grinned, sliding a peach pit across the table. “That’s your third debt, Sky. You lose another, you answer a question.”

Seungho leaned in, eyes narrow. “And who wrote these rules?”

Jaewan just winked, poured him another shot. “You did, Your Majesty. When you were seventeen and dumber than boiled cabbage.”

Haneul snorted, sharp and delighted. “How many questions do you want answered, old man?”

“Just one.” Jaewan’s eyes glinted. “Truth or dare, frostling.”

Haneul bared his teeth. “Dare.”

Jaewan’s smile was slow and dangerous. “Kiss the king. Properly. Not like you’re biting a sparrow.”

Haneul’s face twisted—offense, challenge, then something else, something hotter. He pushed to his feet, crossed the rug in two feral strides, caught Seungho’s jaw in one hand and dragged him down, mouth to mouth, no softness, no hesitation, teeth flashing, breath stolen. Seungho caught him by the waist—just barely, startled and then grinning into the kiss, king and wild thing tumbling together in a burst of laughter and struggle.

When Haneul broke away, breathless and blazing, Jaewan clapped slow, delighted. “Well,” he drawled, “if the king ever tires of war, he could open a kissing academy.”

Haneul whirled, swiping a hand through his hair, face burning with pride and frost. “Don’t you have a question for the king, now?”

Jaewan’s voice gentled, a rare current beneath the teasing: “Do you love him, Haneul?”

The room stilled. Seungho’s hand tightened at Haneul’s hip. Rain battered the windows, thunder rolling.

Haneul scowled. “He’s my fire king. My fire to storm for. What kind of question is that?”

Jaewan met his eyes, steady, soft. “Just making sure you both remember.”

Seungho looked at his oldest friend, something flickering in his eyes that even Haneul couldn’t name. “I remember,” he said, voice rough as gravel. “Every day.”

For a moment, the world was just this: a battered table, a half-empty bottle, three men cast adrift in a storm, the city’s chaos locked outside, their laughter burning against the dark.

It was Jaewan who broke the spell, raising his cup. “To the fools who make kingdoms worth fighting for,” he said, and this time, Haneul didn’t flinch at the word fool.

They drank, the three of them, as thunder roared and the river lanterns drifted past—three lights against the storm, refusing to be snuffed out.