But having been on the receiving end of enough pain to last three lifetimes, I could never actually hurt this girl the way I've been hurt.
Gripping my cock in one hand and holding my weight up with the other hand placed by her head, I guide myself inch by delicious inch inside of her tight, virgin cunt.
When I break past the barrier of her virginity for the first time, Adeline gasps, and her hands suddenly move from the wrought iron bars as she places her small palms on my chest to either slow me or stop me altogether, but I'm too far gone. I sink as deep as I can, knowing the pain for her will only be temporary.
Adeline's eyes grow large, and she inhales sharply once I'm completely rooted inside of her. Her silky walls are gripping me so tightly, and I have to force myself not to move, to give her time to adjust to me.
When her fingertips twitch against my hard chest, that's when I realize she's been touching me ever since I first entered her. I know I should tell her to put her hands back on the bars. I should remind her of therules.
But fuck the rules. Her touch, for the first time in my life, feels fucking good, and I welcome it despite my typical aversion, despite my fears.
Withdrawing from her slowly, I thrust back in right away. She lets out a noise that's a mixture of a moan and a cry, and it makes my dick turn to steel, fueling the desire raging inside of me.
Growling low in the back of my throat, I pull back and thrust into her hard once more. Her pussy grips me like a vice in response, giving me a taste of what can only be described as heaven.
Her eyes slowly open and lock onto mine, but I shudder under the intensity of her gaze. Shaking my head, I stare down at the crisp, white sheet beside her chestnut locks. Those emerald green orbs have been haunting my dreams at night, and I can't afford to forge any kind of connection with her. Not now. Not like this.
But when I begin thrusting in and out of her and she releases the most primal and melodious noises I've ever heard in my life, my attention snaps right back to her beautiful face, etched in ecstasy. Our eyes meet again, and I become locked in some sort of trance, not willing to break it again.
With her gaze holding me hostage, I draw my cock out of her tight, wet pussy and sink back into her. The action makes her eyes drift almost completely closed, threatening to break the spell she clearly has me under. But she continues to stare up at me…as if I'm her whole world in that moment.
Pistoning my hips, I begin a torturous rhythm that has her hands moving from my chest to my shoulders as she quivers under me. Her touch is driving me insane, but I can't seem to force myself to tell her to stop.
Her head thrashes from side to side on the bed as she sinks her teeth down into her bottom lip, not allowing herself to voice any more sounds of pleasure. She's denying the pleasure her traitorous body is trying to partake in. And it makes me work even harder for her orgasm. I want to hear her cries.
I want to hear her scream my fucking name.
I stare down at Adeline in awe as I withdraw almost completely, before thrusting home again. And then I repeat the maneuver, wanting to feel her come around my cock while I'm seated deep within her tight walls.
Her powerful orgasm erupts out of nowhere, and her mouth opens on a silent scream. I fuck Adeline faster and faster, drawing out the pleasure until she's a mumbling, quivering mess under me.
Cupping her round ass in my hands, I tilt her hips up and drive into her with a punishing rhythm, relishing in the fact that I must be hitting just the right spot inside of her when her breath catches and her nails bite into my shoulders.
That type of touch and pain would normally have me freaking out, but my brain is not concentrating on germs or touch or any of the other normal fucked-up things. I can only see and breathe and feel Adeline, and the feeling is exquisite. She's like some kind of magic cure for all my ailments in this moment.
Her velvety folds clench around my shaft, and her full lips part on a groan as her walls begin to spasm, gripping me so goddamn tight. I pick up my pace and thrust into her over and over again, hitting that magic spot inside of her as she begins to whimper and then cries out as another orgasm wracks her lithe body underneath me.
I'm counting the orgasms she's had in my head, and suddenly I want to find out how many more I can strum out of her. For the first time ever, I wantmore. So much more.
Burying myself into her, I force my pace to slow, because I don't want this to end. I want to draw this out for as long as fucking possible. Never before did I want something to last forever until now.
"Please," Adeline begs through soft pants.
I don't know whether she's asking me for more or asking me to stop. Probably the latter, but she's not in charge here, even of her own body.
I am.
"More," I demand as I stare into her beautiful, sparkling, green eyes.
Her lips quiver as she releases a shuddering breath, and I can feel her pussy gripping me tightly before spasming out of control. Her back bows off the bed, and she cries out louder than before. It's like my dick was made just for her tight cunt --- a perfect fit. And the fact that she's so responsive to me only makes me want her more.
My balls slap against her soaking wet pussy as I fuck her deeply, drawing out the pleasure from her. When she comes down from the high, I bring my weight down to my elbows, our bodies now so close that I can feel her sharp pants on my lips. Her breath smells sweet like mint and strawberries, the dessert we shared at dinner.
Her stare jumps from my eyes to my lips and back again. She wants me to kiss her, and the strong urge to give in hits me hard. But that is one step I'm not willing to take with Adeline.
The shock from how different this time with Adeline is from all the other girls is almost overwhelming. Usually, I'm rough, detached, taking what I want and leaving just as quickly as I arrived. My needs are usually squelched as soon as I push past their innocence, and then the rest is just a blur…mechanical…cold. Their pleasure never concerned me.
But with Adeline, this is all new and unexpected.