“I'm so sorry baby, just breath the pain will pass”
Breathing in and out Lucas goes back to rubbing my clit and the pain is no longer there, I'm just really full. “I'm ok, you can move now Lucas” lifting my legs higher around him he starts to move in and out slowly dragging along my nerves moaning at the feel of him.
“Fuck Ry, you feel so good like I never want to leave this place”
Moaning, he starts to pick up his pace, both of us moaning out our pleasure. It's stealing my breath. I can feel myself climbing higher than the last. Sensing how close I am to another orgasm he lowers his hand to my clit and rubs it with his finger closing my eyes because it's sensory overload.
“Look at me baby, I want to see your eyes when you go over”
Clenching around him I fall apart and shatter into a million little pieces shaking from head to toe. I'm only slightly aware of Lucas letting go at the same time. Trying to breathe, Lucas kisses me pouring all his love into it.
“I love you baby, thank you for giving me this gift. I'll remember this for the rest of my life.”
Throating clogging from emotions I whisper back “I love you too Lucas”
Pulling out of me he freezes looking down. I realize he isn't wearing a condom and I'm not on birth control. I must have a look of horror on my face because his next words stop the panic attack I'm sure was to come. Grabbing my face he says
“I love you and only you baby, you're it for me. I'm going to marry you soon and if a baby happens sooner than later, I’m ok with that. The question is, are you ok with that?”
Getting up and walking to the bathroom he comes back with a warm washcloth and cleans me up, throwing it in the basket he lays beside me and gathers me in his arms holding me tight kissing the back of my head he says “Goodnight baby”
“Goodnight Lucas. And just so you know I've always wanted that with you so I’m ok with it all.” With that, I close my eyes and I'm out within a few minutes with a smile on my face.
