“Make yourself come all over me. I want it all.” I moan out in between thrusts and she does exactly what I say.
She bounces on me, the sound of skin smacking against skin growing louder and louder the harder we both go.
Our mouths, tongues and lips tangled together, swallowing each other’s noises. I lean over her and practically fold her in two, pushing her thighs to her chest and fucking her like if I stop now, I’ll die.
“Yes! There, please, there… Fuck!” She lets out a high pitch scream and I bring a hand down between us and press my thumb to her clit. She fully lets go and when I feel her constrict around me, I follow right behind her.
Chapter Twenty Eight
Willow
“Oh my… Is this a bad time to say I never knew sex could be like that?” I can’t catch my breath.
I’m sweating and sticky all over and if Dragna wasn’t in the same state as me, I’d feel gross and demand that he put me down, but we both look as messy as each other.
He carries me into his office and places me on a comfy armchair. I’m completely dazed and I feel like I might actually pass out. Is this normal?
I barely register that Dragna has walked out to another room and when he comes back in I feel a hot cloth gliding between my thighs.
“What are you doing?” I ask, peering down at him.
“Shhh, just lay there and relax, I’m only cleaning you up.”
My brain is about to explode right now, because as if this man wasn’t already perfect enough, he fucks me like an animal and now he’s giving me aftercare? In a moment of temporary insanity I wonder if I’m actually lying in a hospital bed in a coma and this is all just a dream that I’ll wake up from any minute now that it’s finally gotten good. Dragna laughs and I lift my head looking at him again.
“No this is realmoya dusha. Don’t panic.” He says.
Shit, I said that out loud. Yeah I’ve definitely lost it. His penis has magical powers and I’ve literally gone insane.
“Blyat’.” Dragna’s curse startles me and a jump a little before sitting up.
“What’s wrong?”
“You’re bleeding, did I hurt you? I’m so sorry.” He lifts me up off the armchair and sits himself down into it, cradling me on his lap.
“What? No? It’s been…” I hesitate, not wanting to sound inexperienced.
“Well, it’s been a while since I’ve done anything with someone. And what we just did, that’s definitely the first time I’ve ever done something like that.” I tell him and he pulls me closer to him, one arm around my waist and the other stroking my head that he’s now tucked under his chin.
“I should have been gentle.” He whispers.
“No, god no! Dragna believe me, I am not in any pain. Well, not a bad kind of pain anyways. Don’t feel bad.” I say as I turn my head to kiss his jaw. He angles his own head down to meet my lips and gives me a soft but passionate kiss that has me feeling dizzy all over again.
“You’re amazing.” I say against his lips and I feel him smile.
I pull away from him and rest my head on his shoulder, sighing contently as he strokes my hair.
“Not as amazing as youmoya dusha.”
“What does that mean? I’ve never actually asked you.”
He inhales against my head before his hand cups my face and he turns me back to look at him again.
“I’ll tell you one day soon, if you’re lucky.” He teases, smiling softly but I feel like there’s pain in his eyes too. Something he wants to tell me but isn’t, and not just what the words mean.
“I could just Google it you know.” I say teasingly leaning up to give him a quick kiss before settling back down into his touch.
I feel extremely safe in his hold. It’s like his arms are the arms my body has always yearned to feel embraced by. My therapist always talked about a calm nervous system, and I feel like this is what she meant. This peace I feel right now, knowingDragna will protect me, take care of me, bring me joy instead of worry. He soothes me in a way I didn’t know was possible.
