He couldn’t seem to take his eyes off me. I could almost feel the burning path of his gaze as he took in every inch of my naked body, and my cock began to plump just from the idea of him drinking in the sight of me so thoroughly.
He wanted to touch me sobadly. It was painfully obvious.
He just didn’t want me toseehim, which was easy enough for me to accommodate.
“Here, I need to take my glasses off to shower anyway. Would that make it easier?” I asked, and he pursed his lips but nodded.
“Alright, we’ll take it slow. I’ll take them off for now,” I said, putting them to the side and reaching out for him.
I made grabby hands, indicating I wanted him to come to me so I didn’t trip and fall on my face or something, and he let out a low, amused chuckle.
The great smoky cloud that was Jay moved closer, and I felt him brush a soft kiss over my forehead as I reached forward to blindly fumble with the complicated straps of his harness.
“I’ve got it,” he said softly, and soon, the sounds of clips and buckles snapping open rained down around me, and I shivered, aching to finally press against him, skin to skin.
“Can I touch you now?” I asked, feeling impatient, and he let out that soft chuckle again, brushing my hair back from my face and leaving another gentle kiss on my forehead.
“Yes, Milo. You can touch me.”
I reached out and nearly groaned as my fingers grazed his warm, hard chest. I hesitated for only a moment before fully committing and laying my palms flat against him.
Sliding my hands over his pecks, I reveled in the smattering of coarse chest hair and the way his nipples hardened immediately beneath my touch.
“My-loh,”he breathed, as I continued to explore his naked body with nothing but my fingers.
He hadn’t been kidding.
He definitely had scars that weren’t there before.
There was a long, raised gash down his entire sternum, as if they’d cut him open and stitched him back up.
When I wrapped my arms around his hips and ran my hands up his back, I found several puncture wounds where I imagined tubing of some kind had been installed at some point.
Jeebus.
They’d really just treated him like a freaking science experiment.
My heartbrokefor what he’d been through, but I couldn’t let him see how affected I was. I only wanted him to see how much I loved him, and how glad I was that we were together now.
“Can you help me into the shower? I don’t want to walk into a wall or something, it’ll ruin the mood if we have to spend the night stopping a nosebleed.”
He let out a breathy laugh and wrapped his large hands around my arms, walking me carefully backward until I felt the spray of water rain down my back.
“Milo… I… I want to touch you too. Can I?” Jay hummed roughly in my ear, and I nodded fervently.
“Yes. Of course, please.Always.”
“Fuck, look at you… I never thought… I never thought I would have you like this and have it feel so…”
He didn’t finish his sentence. Instead, he wrapped a hand around my already aching cock, and I groaned as I realized it was slick with some sort of soap or conditioner.
My dick slipped in and out of his closed fist easily, as he began to pump me in long, lazy strokes.
“Jay,fuh—that feels good,” I moaned, and he took that opportunity to kiss me, pulling me in close until our wet, naked bodies were flush against each other.
He released my cock, and I let out a whimper of protest, which just caused him to chuckle.
“Be patient, Milo. I don’t want you to come yet. I want this to last,” he said, as if he was worried I would disappear the second I was finished.
