“Does that feel good?”
“Yes,so good, baby, please don’t stop. I – I –”
I realized suddenly that I wanted to tell him that I loved him. Because as he fully seated himself inside me, it was suddenly so clear to me that I did.
I wouldn’t let someone I didn’t love inside me like this.
But the word caught in my chest, and I choked on it, unable to get it past the thick swell of emotion that was trapped in my throat.
Gabe noticed my struggle, and he shushed me softly.
“Shhh. You don’t have to say anything right now. Just let me make you feel good.” His voice was a deep, comforting rumble in my ear, and I buried my nose in his neck. I inhaled and sighed as he rocked his hips, brushing his cock against that spot that felt so good again.
“Move, I need you to move,” I murmured, and he kissed my cheek.
“In a minute. I want to make something clear first.”
I frowned, turning my lust-drunk gaze onto him, nearly whimpering in desperation as my cock leaked relentlessly between us.
Gabe’s self-control was incredible. He was sitting fully sheathed in me and refused to move a muscle until I’d listened to what he had to say. If the positions had been reversed, I would have never been able to stop myself from fucking him ruthlessly into the mattress.
“I don’t mind sharing you, Shemhazai, but there are pieces of you I won’t share, and this is one of them.”
Oh.
“Do you understand what I’m saying?”
I nodded. Swallowing hard.
“Yes.”
“I don’t want you kissing anyone else, and I don’t want you letting anyone else inside your body like this. This is just for me.”
His expression was harder than it had been before, though his eyes were still burning with a ferocious sort of love that I think had always been there, but I’d been too blind to see it.
“Tell me you understand.”
I cupped his face and pulled him toward me so his forehead rested gently against mine.
“I understand,” I whispered. It was an easy promise for me to make. I didn’twantanyone else inside me. I would never trust another person with my body the way I was trusting Gabe right now.
“Tell me.”
I swallowed again, my words thick and sticky with emotion.
“I won’t let anyone else inside me, Gabriel. Just you.”
“And no kissing.”
My lip twitched.
“And no kissing.”
He smiled and stroked my cheek one more time beforefinallyallowing his hips to roll.
“Good. Good boy, Shemhazai.”
My eyes widened at him calling me agood boy,but before I could say anything about it, he pulled out of me, his thick, hot shaft rubbing against my prostate as he moved, and I moaned.
