Page 7 of Vowed


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Charles Rothwell was a senior partner at one of Manhattan's most prestigious law firms. Corporate law. The kind of work that paid for a penthouse on the Upper East Side, a summer house in the Hamptons, and a daughter who was supposed to be grateful for all of it.

He'd had my whole life planned out: the right prep schools, the right college, the right medical specialty. Surgery, like the Rothwells who came before me. Not emergency medicine, where I'd waste my potential on people who couldn't pay.

The right kind of husband, too. Someone from an acceptable family. Someone who wore suits to work and played golf on weekends, and would give my father grandchildren to mold in his image.

Not a firefighter from the Bronx.

My mother, Eleanor, had been easier to leave behind. She was beautiful, the way expensive things are beautiful. Polished, maintained, carefully preserved. She'd spent thirty years smiling at my father's colleagues, hosting dinner parties, performing the role of perfect wife.

She'd never had a job. Never had an opinion that wasn’t his first. Never been anything except an accessory to his success.

I looked at her and knew what I refused to become.

So I'd left at eighteen. Scholarships and loans instead of my father's money, with its attached strings. I'd built my independence piece by piece, made myself into someone whose worth wasn't measured by her last name or her father's approval.

Fourteen years ago, I walked out of their penthouse for the last time, after my father called emergency medicine "a waste of your potential" and I realized I was done trying to earn love that came with conditions.

I hadn't looked back.

The phone screen went dark. No voicemail. I shoved it back in my pocket.

"Rough one?"

I looked up. Dr. James Park leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, watching me with the expression he'd worn since my residency. Half mentor, half concerned parent. Even though he wasn't much older than me.

Park was thirty-eight, Chief of Emergency Medicine, and the closest thing I had to a boss I actually respected. He'd trained me during my residency. Let me lead codes before I was ready. Watched me fail and learn and become the doctor I was now.

"The MVA," I said. "Didn't make it."

"I heard." He pushed off the doorframe and came to sit across from me. "You did everything right, Ava. Sometimes right isn't enough."

I knew that. I'd known it since my first code as a resident, when Park stood beside me and let me call it and didn't say a word when I cried in the supply closet afterward.

"You know the rule," he said. "Three deep breaths, then the next patient."

"You taught me that rule."

"And you've never once followed it."

I almost smiled. Almost.

"Go home after this shift," Park said. "Actually sleep. That's an order."

"Since when do you give me orders?"

"Since I became Chief and you became my best attending. Don't make me regret either decision."

He stood to leave, then paused, glancing down the hallway. Something in his expression shifted. The professional mask slid into place.

"Heads up. VIP tour incoming."

I followed his gaze. A cluster of suits was moving through the corridor. Hospital administrators, board members, and, at the center, a man I recognized from news coverage and campaign signs.

Councilman Richard Lang. Silver hair, tailored suit, the kind of smile that never quite reached his eyes.

He was shaking hands with nurses, posing for photos with the janitorial staff, radiating the charm of someone who needed to be liked by everyone. A photographer trailed behind him, capturing every benevolent moment.

"Who's the entourage for?"