"For you. I know it's not the same as having yours, but the fresh pages mean fresh entries." He places his hand over mine. "I promise I'll figure out a way to get your old one, but for now you have something." He looks nervous as he tells me.
I lean up and kiss him. "Thank you, Max. I love this."
He takes it from me and places it on the table next to the bed, and grabbing my hand, he pulls me to my feet and leads me into his bathroom.
Chapter Sixty-Three
Fucking hell, I have no idea why I was so nervous to give her the damn notebook, there was no reason for me to be, but I thought my heart was going to break out of my chest when I gave it to her.
As I lead her into the bathroom, I can't stop looking at her. Her beautiful cream face, her button nose, her honey-coloured eyes and those perfect pink lips. She's fucking gorgeous, and she’s mine. I turn on the shower, quickly pull my T-shirt off over my head, and then kick off my boots and bend down to remove my socks.
She bites her bottom lip as she takes in my half naked appearance. Her eyes roam over my torso, and I stand there for a minute, letting her take in all of my tattoos. As she continues to bite her bottom lip, she looks up at me, and I take the one step that puts me right in front of her.
I grab the sides of her face with both hands and walk her backwards until her arse hits the sink.
She sucks in a small breath at the impact, and her eyes change colour, desire brightly shining as I crash my lips to hers. She responds instantly, her hands grabbing at my sides, her fingers digging in as the kiss intensifies. My tongue pushes through her lips as I grip her hair in my fist. She moans, and my dick twitches. I'm fucking desperate to have her.
She removes her hands from my sides, and I crave the heat from her touch. I slip my knees between her legs, pushing them apart and sliding between them. I pull her body closer to mine, so our chests are touching. She slips her hands between us, and I feel her curling them on my lower stomach. It only takes me a second to realise that she's removing her top. She breaks the kiss as she pulls it over her head. I look down and her nipples are protruding through her black lace bra. I bite my lip then lean down and suck the material-clad peak into my mouth.
"Oh…" She lets out a small moan as I nip at it with my teeth. She grips my hair and pushes my head closer to her breast. My hand moves to her other one, rubbing it through the lace before slipping my fingers underneath the edge of the bra. My fingers grab at it, tweaking and rubbing it between them.
"Oh, Max. More," she breathes out. I pull away and smile at her, as my other hand moves around her back and unclips it. I remove my hand from inside the cup and slide it off her body, letting it fall to the floor. I pull her away from the counter and let her push me toward the shower. As we reach the edge of the bath, her hands grab at my jeans, undoing the button and sliding down the zip. Within seconds, she's slipped her hands between the waist of my boxers and is pushing them and my jeans down my legs. She drops to her knees, helping me step out of my clothing.
"Baby," I call, arching down and grabbing her chin to look up at me. "Stand up," I tell her, but she shakes her head at me and smirks. Her hands wrap around my dick—I'm already hard, and I don't think I can get any harder, but as she slowly glides her tongue along the slit, my head tips back and my dick throbs, becoming fucking rock-hard.
I hiss at the contact, gripping her hair and pulling her closer to my dick, encouraging her to wrap her mouth around it. She instantly opens up and runs her tongue along the bottom of my shaft as her lips close around it. I pull her all the way down, her hands gripping my thighs, keeping her steady, as I pull her head back the moment she hits the bottom.
"Are you okay, baby?" I ask.
She nods as she leans forward for another go, but I pull her back, tipping her head, forcing her to look up at me. "Are you sure? If it’s too much, you just have to tell me, and if you can't speak then you just have to tap my thigh, okay?" I need to make sure that she understands that she's in control, what she wants is the only thing that matters.
She licks her lips and sighs, settling back on her heels. "I understand and I know what to do, Max. Trust that I want this. Now, will you relax and let me give you a blowjob?" I don't know how to respond, I'm blown away by her confidence, and it only makes me want her more.
She doesn't wait for me to respond to her, she moves her head forward and wraps her lips back around the shaft, pushing her mouth all the way down until I can feel the tip of my dick hit the back of her throat. Her eyes are locked on mine as she repeats the motion, up all the way to the tip, pulling off and running her tongue over and around the slit and then all the way back down until my dick hits the back of her throat. Each time she goes down, she tries to go even deeper. I watch as her eyes go red and begin to water as she gags the deeper she goes. I try pulling her off, but she fights me, grabbing my hand and pulling it out of her hair, gripping it and holding it against my own leg.
I'm so fucking turned on, my dick throbs and pulses with each motion, and I feel the tell-tale tingle begin in my lower stomach. I don't know how much longer I can hold out. I need to fucking come.
"Fuck, Dragonfly, I need you to stop," I rasp. I'm so fucking close, barely holding it together. With my free hand, I grab her face, holding her in place, but it's the wrong position to stop her. Her mouth is halfway down my shaft, and she's running her fucking tongue back and forth around the underside. My body jolts, and I clench every muscle in body, stopping myself from coming down her throat. I clench my hand that is under hers and grip her hair, pulling her head back with my other one. She smirks, yanking her head forward and licking the drops of cum seeping from the tip that I didn't manage to stop.
"Dragonfly," I warn, pulling her head back even further this time, ensuring I hold her in place. She licks her lips and winks. "Fuck me," I bite. This woman is going to fucking destroy me in all the best ways.
Chapter Sixty-Four
I don't know where the confidence came from, but the minute we got in here it was like I didn't have any control over my actions. My body needed him, it needed to taste him. I'm disappointed that he didn't finish in my mouth, but now that he's pulled me off him, all I can think about is him fucking me. My hands grab at my jeans, undoing the button, but before I've even finished, he stops me, taking over and loosening each button, his moves slow and deliberate. He's torturing me, and it's killing me. I feel my body heat, and goosebumps prickle over my entire body with every gentle touch of his hands. He smirks as his eyes flick back and forth between mine, he knows what he's doing.
"Max, please," I beg, reaching for the waist of my jeans and tucking my fingers down the sides. He shakes his head and pulls my hands away.
"Nuh uh, don’t be so impatient, baby," he tells me, as he slips his fingers inside my jeans and underwear.
My breath comes out in stutters as I anticipate his moves, his fingers slipping over the sensitive nub, then slowly sliding down the centre of my soaked pussy, gently slipping his finger between the folds. I hiss at the sensation. He leans forward, his mouth a hair’s breadth away from mine. "Tell me you want me, Dragonfly. Tell me you want this," he whispers.
I nod and hum my need, but he shakes his head. "Words, baby. I want to hear you say it. I want to hear you tell me you want this," he says in a low whisper.
"I want you, Max. I want this. I want you to fuck me. Please," I breathe against his lips. I feel the walls of my pussy pulse with his touch. I'm so hot, I feel like I might combust. "Max, please make me come," I beg him.
He crashes his lips to mine, pushing his tongue into my mouth and over the top of mine, pushing it down onto the bottom of my mouth. He's in control right now and he's letting me know it. The scary part is, I like it.
"Oh,"I breathe out in surprise as he slips two of his fingers into my pussy and slides them back out again. His thumb rests on the nub and rolls in circles, then he slips his fingers back inside of me. I grab his forearms, feeling his muscles tighten under my small hands as he continues to thrust in and out of me.
