ChaoticConcertina:I’ve been giving this a lot of thought. Aseriousamount of thought.
I just want to put that out there so you don’t think I am being an impetuous creeper.
I think we should meet.
After all this time and after everything we’ve shared,
I don’t think it’s so completely inappropriate to consider.
I made a really important decision today.
I am closing my business. I’ve already reached out to a listing agent to sell the property.
ChaoticConcertina:I even had a meeting this afternoon with one of my business partners
on what potential next steps might look like.
There’s a chance I’m not going to wind up working at a car wash, which is great.
And then after I had all these important conversations today,
I met up with someone. Someone I think I might have a future with.
Or at least, someone who could have a future with a version of me.
But I didn’t tell her about any of it. I’m telling you.
ChaoticConcertina:And I realized once I got home today and opened my laptop,
that it was a foregone conclusion that I would tell you immediately,
because I trust you implicitly.
I don’t know if I trustherthe same way.
I don’t want to enter into another relationship if there’s a possibility here.
If there’s actually something here at all.
There’s a lot of stuff swirling in my mind right now that I can’t make heads or tails of
With all the uncertainty in my life I’ve been dealing with, I need to know where I stand
With you. With her.
With whichever version of myself this is. I hope that makes sense.
To Have and To Hold
Sumi
PinksPosies&Pearls:My dearest friend,
I had planned on sending you an invitation.
It had been in my head for weeks to do so.
After all, who else would I invite but you?
