Page 82 of He Loves Me Not


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You have been here for me through every step

of this mad leap into the unknown.

You’ve been here with a supportive ear

and a wise word or two of advice from the start.

You always know what to say to make me feel better,

and you always, always make me laugh.

I told you once before that I was very sad

for the version of myself that I had been,

PinksPosies&Pearls:because she wasn’t very happy.

And it took me a long time to realize how unhappy she was.

You were part of that. You didn’t know it at the time,

but I don’t think I ever would have realized how unhappy I was,

if I hadn’t had someone in my life

who made me feel so completely opposite of that.

I’m sure you thought you were simply giving me advice on plants,

but what you were really doing

was encouraging me to care for and nurture myself.

You know, alongside my philodendrons.

PinksPosies&Pearls:I don’t think I would’ve ever taken this leap

if it hadn’t been for your encouragement.

I told you about my Japanese club,

and how wonderful it’s been.

Those tiny details that we master in an effort to make the whole.

Little, inconsequential things,

but they have their place in the world,

and that makes them invaluable.

That’s how I have felt about our friendship.

Sometimes we talk about little, inconsequential things,

but all of those little things,

those seemingly meaningless conversations,