Page 41 of If I Were To Die


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Noah covered his face with both hands, biting down on his lip to repress the whimpers.

Kaj then pushed him a little farther into his throat. He shuddered as gagging sounds filled the room. Pulling out, a thread of saliva connecting his mouth to Noah, he took several deep breaths and tried again. This time he stayed there until his body accepted the intrusion. Then he began to move up and down, releasing him to lick his entire length. It was clumsy, with teeth scraping where he was wider, but nothing Noah couldn’t take or didn’t enjoy.

He had no idea if this was how a good blow job was supposed to feel, but he was so horny he didn’t know whatto do with himself. He couldn’t look away from Kaj’s lips stretched to accommodate him. Even his fumbling hands that curiously moved from his thighs to his cock to his balls had him completely hypnotized. Everything was so intense, Noah had to squeeze his eyes shut and pray he didn’t come too fast.

“You still with me?” Kaj asked, his voice deeper than ever.

“Yeah…” he breathed out.

“I was dying to taste you... To make you finish like this.”

And with that, he took him back into his mouth.

With a hand tightly wrapped around the base of his cock, Kaj bobbed his head relentlessly. Noah was about to explode. His dick, too. This time, however, he was able to move. His fingers ran through silky golden locks, fisting them as an electric shock raced up his spine and spread toward his limbs.

“Kaj...” he moaned his name. “I’m gonna come.”

But instead of pulling him out, he continued sucking him. He gagged again but was determined. Noah couldn’t hold back anymore. Instinctually, his hips bucked in uncoordinated spasms, seeking the orgasm he was aching for. His balls drew up. His cock twitched. Every cell in him trembled, feeding on the aftershocks traveling from his groin.

Once it all faded, he turned into a crumbling castle of sand. The air entering his lungs burned. Yet, he felt like he was drowning in pure bliss.

With his eyes still closed, he felt the mattress dipping when Kaj laid beside him.

“I love you.”

Noah rolled on his side and looked at him. His sight was slightly blurry, and he was dizzy, but everything in him recognized this boy, his warmth, his voice. His heart fluttered and hurt for him. He needed Kaj like he needed oxygen and water to live.

“I love you, too.”

They kissed, deep and thorough, which morphed the utter adoration into lust. The taste of cum blended with their saliva was bitter and salty, but it awakened something in him.

“Can I do it to you now, please?” Noah’s voice was raspier than normal, but he didn’t care because he was desperate.

Kaj lapped his boyfriend’s lips and nodded. “Yeah…”

Noah moved lower down on the bed and positioned himself on his knees between Kaj’s legs, stroking him with a hand as he watched his dick harden completely. In the beginning he thought such an appendage couldn’t be classified as either ugly or pretty, but after what Kaj had said before... his was actually perfect. The proportion between length and girth was beautiful, just like its engorged head.

Noah licked his lips, suddenly hungry, and leaned forward to finally have a taste. Maybe it was his intoxicated brain, but the strong, musky scent of Kaj’s crotch mixed with the sweat and heat lathering their skin turned him feral. He barely recognized himself.

Although he’d never done this, and it was probably as awkward as it could be, he drew him into his mouth. He tried rolling his tongue around him, but that didn’t work—there was no space for it. Porn made this look so easy, but it was not.

Taking a break to breathe, because apparently that wasn’t something he could do through his nose when his mouth was full, Noah suckled his tip. Then he went down again.

The sounds Kaj made were music to his ears. And the way his hands pushed him down, choking Noah on his dick, severed the last cord tethering him to the real world.

He looked up, reveling in the beautiful vision of his mouth hanging open, eyes closed, and head pressed back into the pillow. Kaj arched, not giving him a break or a second to breathe. He was on the edge. It was easy to see. And Noah was more thanwilling to give himeverything. All that existed was them, their greedy bodies, and the flames threatening to turn them to ashes.

“Baby…” Kaj moaned, but before he could say another word, he was erupting into Noah’s mouth.

The release shot with force straight into Noah’s throat, creating the biggest mess of cum and saliva as he coughed.

“Fuck, sorry…” he groaned, grabbing the base of his cock as it continued pulsing.

Noah laughed, watching him in awe. Kaj’s abs were contracting and relaxing as he joined him with a tired chuckle. His chest was heaving, and he seemed completely worn out.

He was so gorgeous.

Bending over him, Noah kissed Kaj’s stomach, slowly moving down, lapping and drinking every sticky drop off him, swirling his tongue around his boyfriend’s limp cock to lick him clean.