He snapped a photo while I unbuttoned my jeans. I posed along the way, smiling at him as I bent over and slipped my legs out of the pants. I might love posing for the camera, but Jonathan came alive behind the shutters. If I even thought about being self-conscious, his reaction was enough to make me forget that feeling.
“Tell me what to do.”
He flashed a smile at me. “Everything off, and get on your knees by the fire.”
“On the bearskin rug?”
“Yes.”
Goosebumps covered my flesh even whilethe fire warmed my body. Once I was on my knees, I placed my hands on my lap. “Is this good?”
“Put your hands behind you and arch your back.”
Heat pulsed between my legs as I heard him press the shutter repeatedly. My nipples pebbled, and the slight draft sent shivers down my spine. The contrast between the heat of the fire at my back and the coolness in front had me squeezing my legs together, desperate for some friction.
Between photos, Jonathan’s clothes joined mine. His thick cock bobbed, a visible sign he was as turned on as I was. Gods, how my mouth watered for him. It had been a long time since I had wanted a man more than once, but every time we were together, I wanted him more.
“Hungry, Ken?”
“I am.”
When he approached, I reached my hand out to him. “No. Mouth only.” He shifted his hips, and my tongue darted out, tasting him and using only my lips and tongue to take him deep. His answering groan vibrated through me as I swirled my tongue and hollowed out my cheeks. It was me with my hands behind my back, but fuck if he wasn’t the powerless one.
“Look up.” Click. I smiled around his cock. Click. Click.
He pulled out of my mouth and dropped to his knees before me, leaving the camera on the floor, forgotten. His gentle push guided my back to the floor, onto the bearskin rug, which lightly scratched my back. When he settled his face between my thighs, he looked up at me with a crooked grin.
My chest squeezed almost painfully. Who said falling in love was easy?
I reached for the camera. Click. His eyes burned into mine as he sucked my clit into his mouth. I clicked the shutter.
“I want photos of you, too.” Yes, I would use that photo as a spank bank, but the way he looked at me wasn’t lust. It was something I had never seen shining back at me—pure love. The comparison between this and the obsession that Tucker had for me was that, for the first time in my life, I felt safe. Safe to open up again—trust and love him back.
When his mouth moved against me, I dropped the camera and gripped his head with my hands, writhing against him.
“I need you inside me now.” I panted, but instead of doing as I asked, he pushed two fingers into me, finding the spot deep inside me, my toes curling as pleasure radiated. He pumped his fingers in time with his tongue, hitting that spot over and over again. “That’s not what I meant.”
His mouth and fingers stilled. “Do you want me to stop?”
“No!” I rocked my hips against him, desperate for some friction. He resumed only after I begged. When I shuddered around him, he continued to lap at my clit until I begged for him to stop.
“I bought some toys, Ken. Do you want to try something new?” He circled my asshole with his finger, still wet from my orgasm.
“Yes.” I pressed into his fingertip, and he groaned.
“Hold on.” He jumped up and went to the bedroom, returning with a box. When he pulled out a butt plug and lube, I bit my lip and nodded. “Is this okay?”
“More than okay.”
He coated the plug with a generous layer of lube and then squeezed a bit more directly onto my ass, using his fingers to spread it liberally. As the plug breached my entrance, my head dropped back, loving the fullness. And when he turned on the vibration, I couldn’t hold back my cries.
“Can I fuck you with that inside you?”
“Yes, please.” My breath released in sharp pants. I ached to feel him inside me.
He pulled out a cock ring with a vibrator and rolled onto his back. “Put this on me. You’re going to need to get on top. I don’t want to hurt you.”
I stretched the silicone material, looping it around his balls, leaving the vibrating attachment where it would hit my clit while I rode him.