Evenas he tried taking it back, he did asI’dasked, tweaking and flicking his tight buds.
Ijabbed the head of my cock against his entrance, refusing to breach him.Ibent down to kiss him again, almost chastely, then allowed my lips to travel across his jaw to his ear. “Don’toverthink things,Kev.That’smy job, remember?Justdo whatever feels good to you for tonight.”Ipressed a little harder, allowing the tip of my cock to stretch his rim. “Callme whatever feels right.Gotit?”
Kevinsucked his bottom lip between his teeth as he nodded.
“Goodboy,”Ipraised him, not having the slightest fucking clue where that had come from but filing it away for the future when his eyes widened.Icontinued a slow, steady breach of his ass that threatened to make me come.IcaressedKevin’schest, needing to feel a connection to him in as many places as possible.Heshuddered whenIpressed my lips over his heart.Thiswasn’t somethingIwould have for a night and then walk away from.Already,Iwas yearning for the next time, hoping it would be possible to draw things out a bit more once we’d tamped down the frenzy. “Youfeel so fucking good.Soright, like you were made for me.”
Ididn’t stop untilIwas fully seated inKevin’sbody.Hishole stretched around my dick was the single most erotic thingI’dever seen.Itshowed a sense of vulnerabilityIwas privileged to get from him.Hishead thrashed from side to side whenIreached down to feel the slick skin around his opening.
“Same.”Kevin’schest rose and fell in quick, shallow pants. “Fuckme,Anson.I’mnot going to last long.”
IfItook him hard and fast the wayIassumed he wanted, it would be game over in seconds.Myballs ached with the need to release and every inch he took yanked me closer to my orgasm. “Needa minute.”
“Letgo for me,Anson,”Kevinpleaded.Hecurled up so he could grip my ass, holding me tight against his body. “Don’ttry to run a marathon your first time out.Fuckme.Showme how much you love being the only man who’s going to get this ass from now on.”
Bothof us stilled as the gravity of his words hit us.Hecouldn’t be serious.Itwas the sex scrambling his brains, making him say things he didn’t mean.
Right?
Ithad to be.
Ratherthan address the elephant in the room,Iplaced my hands on his shoulders, pushing him down to the mattress soIcould give him what he’d asked for.Kevinwhimpered whenIbegan to thrust in quick, punishing strokes.Pullingout so only the tip remained stretching him before slamming in again until our groins pressed together. “Fuck, just like that.Don’tstop.”
Wantingto experiment a bit,Ihooked my arm under his knee, pulling one leg up to change the angle, trying to bury myself even deeper inside of him.Hisfingernails clawed over my chest.Hiseyes were unfocused and his pleas turned into incoherent babbling.WhileIworried about hurting him,Kevinseemed to have no such worries.Hisbody arched off the bed, meeting every thrust.
Mymouth went dry asIwatched him curl his fingers around his dick, stroking in time with my ministrations in his ass.Itwouldn’t take long now.Mygaze never left the sight of him working himself to climax.
“Comefor me, baby,”Idemanded, wanting to watch stripes of cum paint his stomach and chest.Iinstinctively knew that was whatIneeded to find my own release.Hismuscles nearly pushed my cock out of his body as they clenched.Thiswas it.Ithad to be.Andgoddamn, if this was whatIwas missing my entire life, it was more than worth the wait. “That’sit.Giveit to me.Iwant you to come all over yourself soIcan lick it off.”
“Fuuuuuck….”RidingKevinthrough his climax wasn’t that different from whatIimagined it would be like to get on the back of an untamed horse.Idug my fingers into his hips, holding on for dear life asIkept up the pace.Mymuscles burned from exertion, but that didn’t deter me from fucking him through his orgasm.Hisbody twitched as cum shot from his tip, splattering all the way up his sternum.Hisscreams echoed off the walls as he came, and that was all it took to shove me right over the edge.Mybody stilled asIburied myself to the hilt, allowing his ass to milk every bit of cum from my cock.Ashe shivered, trying to come down from the high,Ibent, licking him clean just asI’dpromised.
Kevinflopped onto the bed, taking me with him.Beingwith a man,Iwasn’t worried about crushing him.Infact, he seemed to revel in the feeling of my weight on top of him.Heburied his face in the crook of my neck, sighing contentedly. “Thatwas…fuck,Ihope it was good for you because that was amazing.”
“Somuch more than good.”Mychest felt tight, andIcouldn’t catch my breath.Ino longer knew whoIwas, butIwasn’t going to run from the version of myself that had finally realized how amazing sex could be.
14
KEVIN
Theother sideof the bed was empty whenIwoke to the sun streaming through the curtainsIhadn’t bothered drawing last night.Itshouldn’t have upset me, butIwished there was a way things could just be easy for once.Thenagain, last night had been a lot.Knowinghow hard the intimacy ofAnsonholding me as we came down from our orgasms was for me to accept,Ihad to imagine it was a million times harder for him.
Irolled to the edge of the bed, nearly tumbling to the floor whenIheard nails scratching at the door.Asquickly as possible,Ifound a pair of sweatpants, tugging them up my legs asIhurried to ensureIwasn’t hallucinating.Assoon as the latch on the door was disengaged, it shoved open, andIwas assaulted by fifty pounds of dog. “Well, good morning to you too.”
Ikneeled on the floor, givingBartall the attention he’d been deprived of the night before. “Ibet you need to go potty, don’t you?”
Hecocked his head to the side as if trying to figure out whatI’dsaid.Iraised to my feet, giving a gentle tug on his collar. “Comeon, bud.Let’sget you outside soIcan make sure you didn’t make any messes in the house since we ignored you all night.”
Thescent of coffee hit me asIrounded the corner to the kitchen.AndIdamn near tripped over my own feet at the sight ofAnsonstanding at the counter shirtless and wearing a pair of pajama pantsIrecognized as mine as he whisked eggs in a bowl. “Hey, did the menace wake you?Iwas going to bring coffee up once breakfast was ready.”
“It’sokay,”Iassured him.Hehanded me a cup of coffee that was the perfect shade of brown.Ihummed asItook the first blessed sip.SinceIwas the last one up for the day,IassumedAnsonhad already put the dog out. “Ithought you’d left.”
Thewords were out beforeIcould stop them.Iwasn’t used to being so blunt, butIwas realizing nothing was typical when it came toAnson.Thesecond shock of the morning came whenAnsonset down his coffee, rounding the end of the peninsula counter, taking me into his arms. “I’msorryIgave you a reason to distrust me.Iknow whatIdid after that first night was shitty, butI’mnot going to do that again.Ican’t guaranteeIwon’t freak out at some point, butIlike you,Kevin.Iloved what we did last night, andIcan honestly say it’s somethingIcan’t imagine myself doing with anyone else.”
Irested my head against his shoulder, realizing how badlyI’dneeded to hear those words from him.Itwasn’t a declaration of love, not thatIwanted something so serious after one night of hot sex, but it was just enough.Islid my hand up his bare chest, loving the smattering of hair covering his pecs. “Thankyou.Andeven though we had sex last night,Idon’t ever want you feeling pressured.Ifyou’re not up for intercourse or even fooling around, just tell me.I’llnever say no when the mood strikes, but that’s not whatIlike about you.”
“Goodto know.”Thekiss he placed against my forehead was unbelievably tender, which was why my body froze whenIfelt him stiffen. “Andas much asIdon’t want to ruin what seems like a pretty perfect morning so far, there’s something else we need to talk about.”
“O-okay?”WhenIleaned back soIcould look at him,Ansonreached out to trace his thumb over my forehead.He’djust told me he loved what we’d done last night, soIwasn’t worried he was about to shatter my world, but warnings before talking rarely led to anything good.
