Page 11 of Surrendering Desire


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“Are you mad?” I whispered, holding my breath as he seemed to ponder the question.

He smiled sweetly and kissed my forehead. “I could never be mad about seeing you let go. You needed this, and I’m honored you’re willing to let me be a part of it.”

“I want you, Sir. I don’t want you to just watch,” I blurted out.

“Oh, I fully intend to play with you now that you’re here like this,” Blake promised me. “I’m going to make you beg before this is over.”

I couldn’t stop the moan that escaped my lips. How in the hell did he know exactly what to say to turn me on? It was like this man was custom built for me. “Please, Sir. I want to come so bad it hurts.”

“Hmmm, yousayyou want to come, but I think what youneedis something else entirely,” he observed, running a hand down my stomach. “And is what you want the most important thing?”

“No, Sir.” It was a damn good thing I was laying down because my head spun as I felt my body relaxing. It might as well have been the first time I’d ever submitted because I’d never felt this cared for and controlled. “I want to please you. Whatever you want from me is what I want.”

“On that we can agree.” He bent down, sucking my nipple into his mouth. I arched into the wet heat, wanting more, needing just a hint of pain to center me. “I want to see how long you can hold out. Do you think John can make Mav come before you do?”

“Yes, Sir.” I had no fucking clue how, but I wasn’t going to fail him the very first time we were together.

Blake handed something to John, and the bed jostled as Mav turned onto his hands and knees. I was almost jealous of John for having a view of that cute little bubble butt. I propped myself up, watching John slick his fingers as he spoke to Mav. “I’ll make you a deal. If you make him come before you do, you’ll get to taste him. Otherwise, you’re going to sit in the naughty chair and watch while Blake and I fill him from both ends.”

Mav looked to the corner of the room and my eyes followed. I gulped when I realized the naughty chair wasn’t a myth. Subs had talked about it before, but I seriously thought it was something they made up. But no, sitting in the corner of the room was a chair with a dildo sticking out of the seat. According to what I’d heard, it vibrated and had a remote control, so the Dom didn’t have to walk over every time he wanted to adjust it.

Dammit, now I wasn’t sure what I wanted more. The idea of watching my cum leak out of Mav’s mouth was almost enough to get me off, but if the reward was John and Blake spit-roasting me, I was going to do everything in my power to make sure I wasn’t the one who came first.

John shoved Mav’s head into my lap. The smooth skin on his cheek caressed my over-sensitive length. I pressed my lips together as he took me deep into his mouth this time, following the directions his Daddy gave him.

“You’re notjusta slut for a mouth full of cum, are you, princess?” John teased as he worked Mav open with his fingers. “You love being stuffed in every hole. I bet you wish you had a dick in this pretty ass.”

I whimpered when I realized I was about ten seconds away from losing the game. My nuts were drawn tight against my body and my back tensed. If I couldn’t do this, not only was Inotgoing to get fucked from both ends, but I’d be disobeying Blake.

I winced when Blake pinched my nipple, hard. It was too much, but also exactly what I needed to pull me back from the edge. Blake bent down to lave the abused flesh. “Such a good boy. I’d bet you’d do just about anything to make me proud of you, wouldn’t you?”

“Y-yes, Sir,” I stammered.

“Mmm, that’s what I like to hear,” Blake praised me.

“God, he’s gorgeous, Blake.” My cheeks flushed with embarrassment. Blake and Mav were doing such a good job driving me crazy that I’d momentarily forgot John was here, too. “Next time, we need to plan this out better. Not sure how it’s going to work with these tiny beds.”

“I’ve got that covered.” Blake kissed the tip of my nose before he stood. I watched as he laid out all the blankets and pillows in the center of the room creating a soft little pallet for us. “Should we move this to the floor so we can all get a good taste?”

“On your hands and knees, Mav,” Blake demanded as John helped him sit up. His complexion paled when he noticed a massive dildo in Blake’s hand. I was torn between jealous that he’d get to feel that burn and relieved that I wouldn’t be the one unable to sit down tomorrow. “You were naughty tonight. That means you’re not going to get Daddy in your ass, but we’re still going to drive you crazy.”

“Yes, Sir.” Mav rested his head on his arms, legs spread wide, putting him on full display.

While Blake toyed with Mav, John approached me. “You ready to have some more fun?”

I took his outstretched hand. “Absolutely.”

“This isn’t too much for you, is it?” I loved that he was checking in with me quietly enough Blake and Mav couldn’t hear me. I nodded. “Good. If it gets to be too much, just let me know. Mav isn’t going to be thinking clearly much longer, and I don’t want tonight to ruin your friendship.”

“It won’t,” I assured him. I expected to feel like I’d never be able to look Mav in the eye once we’d seen each other naked, but instead, it made me feel even closer to him.

John steadied me as I kneeled in front of Mav. He lifted his head and kissed my stomach. He looked up at me with so much adoration in his eyes, it was hard to remember this was just a one-off and that he didn’t have feelings for me. He pressed a hand to my chest. “Can I kiss you, Danny?”

I was vaguely aware of John behind me, inching his way closer. I wasn’t sure why I did it, but I looked down the length of Mav’s body, needing Blake to give me permission for a kiss. He smiled and nodded toward Mav.

“Please,” I begged. As he rose and closed the distance between us, I dug my fingers into his ass, spreading him wide for Blake. That earned me a wicked smile that told me I’d done well. We were both tentative at first, teasing each other with our tongues, nipping when the other would pull away. It was sweet and playful, just like I’d expect from Mav.

Mav cried into my mouth as Blake breached him with the enormous head of the dildo. I dug into his flesh harder, knowing that if it was me in his position, I’d want something to distract me from the pain.