Page 12 of Surrendering Desire


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John pressed his body against my back, the ridge of his cock pressing against my ass. When he spoke, the heat of his breath seared me. “Be a good boy, sweetheart.”

Something fractured inside of me, knowing it wasn’t me he was talking to. I could feel his arm reaching past me to soothe his boy as Blake fucked him.

I stared into Mav’s eyes, hungry for another taste of his lips. My head fell back, and my eyes drifted closed when John kissed his way along my neck.

“Relax, Mav. We all know you can take more than this,” Blake coaxed him. The reminder thattheyknew but I didn’t was a sharp reminder that I was the outsider here. The three of them had played together, and would still be here now, even if I wasn’t. I was expendable, something I never wanted to be again, no matter how much I’d insisted I didn’t want a commitment from anyone ever again.

John pried my hands away from Mav’s body, and I watched as my friend collapsed to the ground, rocking back onto the dildo in Blake’s hand. John pressed on my back, urging me to do the same. In this position, all I could see was the shattered bliss on Mav’s face. I wasn’t sure how someone his size could be that out of his mind with pleasure by being opened like that.

I was so captivated in watching Mav soak up the pleasure Blake gave him, that I was completely unprepared for the rasp of stubble against my ass. I cried out when John spread me wide, licking from my balls to the top of my crack. He buried his face in my crease, sucking and kissing, nipping at my entrance.

“Feels good, doesn’t it?” Mav asked. He reached out, wrapping his hand around my forearm. I clenched my eyes shut and nodded, unsure if we were still trying to see who would hold out the longest. “I’m so fucking jealous of you right now. I can’t even put it into words.”

A cold, slick finger prodded at my entrance. I tensed, only relaxing when I noticed Blake watching us with rapt attention. He licked his lips and the corner of his mouth turned into a smile. The entire time, he kept drilling Mav with the dildo as we stared at one another. It wasn’t hard to imagine John’s fingers were Blake’s. The pain became impossible to ignore when John thrust a second finger deep inside my ass.

“I think they’re both ready to snap tonight,” Mav observed. “And I’m jealous that you’re going to get to feel Blake’s dick splitting you in two.”

“You haven’t—” I cut myself off because it was none of my business what they had or hadn’t done before. But secretly, I was relieved to hear there wassomethingBlake hadn’t done with Mav first.

“Nope,” Mav admitted. His words were slurred, and he swayed a bit. “Daddy’s okay with Blake playing with me, but that’s one thing we decided was just for us.”

“But you’re okay with this?” If I struggled this much watching a man I crushed on playing with someone who wasn’t me, I couldn’t even imagine watching someone I loved manipulating another man’s body.

“I love it. He’s a good Daddy, and I like seeing him take care of you, too,” he explained. “Does that make me weird?”

What was weird was how we were having a conversation while both of us were getting fucked like it was totally normal.

I scooted closer, combing my fingers through Mav’s hair, pulling him closer to me. Before I kissed him again, I said, “No, Mav. It makes you the best friend in the world. Thank you for giving me this.”

“I think he’s ready,” John announced as he twisted his fingers in my ass. Ready was a fucking understatement. It was rare that a guy could keep me right on the edge of orgasm with nothing more than his fingers. Getting fucked wasn’t just something I wanted at this point, it was fucking imperative. Ineededto feel a thick cock stretching my hole even further.

Mav and I kissed and sucked at whatever part of each other’s bodies we were able to reach while Blake and John shucked the rest of their clothes and moved around.

“Are my good boys going to help me with this?” John asked as he kneeled between us and circled his fingers around the base of his cock.

He offered me the tip while Mav worked his shaft before greedily pushing me off. I cupped John’s sac while Mav deep throated him, moaning as he lapped at his Daddy’s leaking slit.

We continued pawing at one another, stealing greedy, desperate kisses as if there wasn’t a cock in between our mouths. It was, without a single fucking doubt, the hottest moment of my life. John thrust, first into my mouth and then Mav’s, twisting back and forth, giving each of us equal attention.

My world shattered the moment I felt the head of Blake’s cock pressing against my entrance. My back arched, lifting my ass higher in invitation. John bent down, tenderly stroking my back as he whispered in my ear. “That’s a good boy. Relax and take it. We just want to make you feel good.”

“Fuck, John,” Blake ground out. He dug his fingers into my hips hard enough I knew I’d wear his bruises the rest of the week. “He’s tight as hell.”

John chuckled. “I figured you’d like that. I bet he feels amazing. You should see the view from here. And he’s such a good boy, letting you bury yourself inside of him even though it has to hurt.”

I lunged at John’s dick. I wasn’t sure if it was to keep from screaming something I’d regret later or to show my appreciation for him inviting me into their group tonight. He yanked Mav upright. There was a moment of panic when I thought I might suffocate being trapped between their bodies. I couldn’t hear or see anything, which left me nothing to do but feel the steady rhythm of Blake’s dick moving in and out of my body, and his fingers alternating between a bruising grip and feather-light caresses.

“You’re beautiful too, princess,” I heard John say as he coaxed Mav back to his haunches. He leaned to the side, still fucking Mav with the dildo as I sucked him closer to climax. “Want you to get on your back under him.”

I threw my head back when Mav wrapped his lips around my shaft, sucking me deep. John looked down at me, holding his cock out, waiting for me to regain my bearings so I could finish sucking him off. When Mav’s legs fell open, I blindly reached down and curled my hand around his shaft, not wanting him to feel left out.

It didn’t take long to succumb to the sensation of being as filled and fucked as humanly possible. My dick slammed into Mav’s mouth over and over as Blake fucked me. I sloppily sucked John, moaning around his shaft. Mav rocked back and forth, still being fucked by the dildo as I jacked him off. Mav’s body bowed off the floor as he coated my hand in cum.

“This was…a…good…idea…” Blake declared; each word punctuated by a hard thrust into my body that knocked me off balance.

With Mav still working my cock, I lost the ability to hold back any longer. John’s dick fell from my mouth as I unloaded onto Mav’s tongue with a shout. I flopped forward, my body exhausted as my hole convulsed around Blake’s shaft, sending him over the edge.

When I realized John was still hard and hovering over me, I lost it. My body shook and tears streamed down my face. I was supposed to wait. Blake told me I wasn’t supposed to come until he gave me permission, and he hadn’t.