I toyed with his ass as I carried him across the room. He moaned and writhed against me, making it nearly impossible for me to set him down gently before stripping off my pants.
“I wanted you to play with yourself because I knew I wouldn’t be able to wait long before burying my cock deep inside of you.” We’d both agreed to get tested after our first week together. The relationship might be a new development for us, but the emotions were something we’d both held close to our chest for years. Whenever I talked to Tanner on the phone, it was hard to believe it had only been a month.
I kicked my shoes across the room and stepped out of my pants before falling into bed next to him. The remote for the massager was hidden in my hand. I sealed my mouth over his, savoring those first sips of him in far too long. While I would hold to my promise of not pressuring him into moving, feeling the strength of his lean body under mine and swallowing every whimper and moan he fed me, I knew it would be even harder to leave him this time.
He threw his head back and screamed when I pushed the button to turn the vibrator on full blast as I started fucking him with it. “Yeah, you like that, don’t you? I might have to see if it’s possible for me to fit inside of you without taking it out.”
“Too much,” Tanner pleaded. “Oh fuck, Daddy. You can’t say things like that to me. Now, I can’t stop thinking about it.”
“Good.” I bit the side of his neck before rolling to the side and flipping him onto his stomach. I pressed the length of my dick into his crease and started rutting against him. “I want you thinking about it. With every thrust, I want you holding your breath, waiting to see if this is when I stretch you even wider.”
“Do it, Daddy. Please.” He craned his neck, fisting the back of my head and pulling me in for a kiss. “Own me.”
How could I deny him when he was all of my fantasies come to life? I stretched to reach the lube on his nightstand, squirting a liberal glob next to my shaft. As I started working a finger in next to the massager, I circled my thumb and index finger around myself, hoping like hell it worked to fight off my own climax.
He tensed as I slipped my middle finger into his ass, cupping the base of the toy with the rest of my hand. I leaned over, kissing the back of his neck. “Tell me if it gets to be too much.”
“I…will…so full…hurts, but want more, too,” he slurred, his voice raspy and distant.
“So damn needy all the time,” I teased as I stretched his hole further. “Are you going to let Daddy double stuff you tonight?”
“Anything you want,” he promised me. “Want you to fill me until I think I’m going to break in two.”
As tempting as it was to trust that he knew how much he could take, a niggle of doubt crept into the back of my mind. That was going to be a lot for his body to handle. Maybe it would be for the best if we saved the toy and my dick for another night. It could be something we worked our way up to.
The primal need I felt for Tanner was dangerous. He made me forget my rules, had me ready to throw caution to the wind.
Tanner’s body seized and he let out a pained cry when I added a second finger. When I tried pulling back, he threw his arm back, latching onto my wrist. “Don’t stop. Please. I can do this, I just need...”
“There’s no rush, sweetheart,” I reassured him. His voice was panicked, as if he expected me to walk out of the room and his life if he didn’t give this to me immediately. “I’m not going to push your body further than you can handle.”
“I want it all,” he insisted.
I smoothed my free hand over his back, bending down to kiss his neck. “I know you do. You’re my good boy, and you want so badly to please Daddy, even if it hurts you. That’s when I have to step in and do what’s best for you.”
“You’re what’s best,” he insisted through a choked sob. “And you should get what you want, too.”
“Baby, just being here with you is everything to me,” I promised him. A peace had settled over me since Maverick opened the apartment door for me. Just knowing that I was breathing the same air as Tanner made life better. “Even if you said you weren’t up for having sex, I couldn’t possibly be upset with you.”
“But you want to have sex, right?” The fact we were having this conversation while Tanner’s hole was filled with my fingers and the newest toy I’d bought for him was absurd.
As if there was any question what I wanted. To prove the point, I pressed my length against his crease. “Unless you’re too sore or tired by the time I finish playing with you, I fully intend to fill your ass tonight. You still want that, don’t you?”
“Oh fuck!” He pushed back against my fingers. His hole clenched, trapping me where he wanted me. “Yes, Daddy, please. Want to feel you running down my legs by the time we’re done.”
“That’s what I hoped you’d say,” I praised him. “So how about we table this for the time being? I’m not sure I can wait long enough to properly stretch you to take more than a toyormy cock. I’ve been waiting too damn long to be back inside of you again.”
“Me too,” he moaned. “I hate being away from you.”
“I know, baby. But it won’t be forever.” I planted a line of kisses along his spine as I pulled my fingers from his body. Next, I carefully eased the massager out of his passage. “But let’s not think about that right now, okay?”
“You’re the Daddy, and I’m supposed to listen to whatever you say.” He settled on the bed with his head pillowed on his arms, ass wiggling around in the air.
“Cheeky little brat.” I cracked his ass and the sound that came out of his mouth was somewhere between a moan and a yelp. “Don’t think I’ve forgotten about the mother of all spankings you’ve got coming.”
That only encouraged him. He wiggled his butt again, this time letting out an exaggerated moan. “Do it, Daddy. Spank me for being a naughty boy and then fuck me hard. Make it hurt.”
I squeezed his cheeks, spreading them so I could see his gaping hole. “Who’s in charge here?”
