Good.
I didn’t want to wait.
I didn’t want sweet and careful this morning. I wanted him to own me, even if we had come to the agreement that we wouldn’t discuss going bare again until at least summer. I hated him for being sensible, but I understood. We were young and a lot could change. That made me love him even more for caring so much about keeping me safe, even when I wanted to be reckless.
“Don’t need any prep,” I told him as he wiggled out of my grasp. “Just need you in me as soon as possible.”
“Oh, and you think you should be in charge?” Jay teased as he tugged at the tabs of my diaper. He pulled it out from under me and tossed it aside. “What if I woke you early so I could torture you a bit first?”
I opened my mouth to say he wouldn’t do that, but he totally would. As it turned out, my Daddy got off on edging me until my mind shattered when he finally allowed me to come.
“Roll onto your stomach,” he instructed me after sliding off my body. He kissed his way down my spine to my butt. As he sucked and nibbled his way across both globes, I felt like I understood what it meant to have someone worship your body. Idefinitelyfelt every ounce of love he was showing me. He dragged a finger through my crease, easing up on the pressure as he neared my hole. “You sure you’re not too tender?”
“Positive,” I promised him. I arched my back as he pushed inside of me. “More, please.”
“Patience,” he chided before pressing his lips between my shoulder blades. He held the position, simply breathing me in. “You’re fucking beautiful, baby. Wish we could spend every morning like this.”
So did I. I was already trying to figure out what excuse I could give my family to cut our visit short. Surely, Jay wasn’t going to want to spend his entire spring break with people he barely knew. Heck, I wasn’t sureIwanted to. Blockading ourselves in this room, and only coming out to eat or use the bathroom, sounded like a much more pleasurable break from classes.
“We’ll get there,” I promised him. We’d been talking about living arrangements for fall semester, and I was starting to agree with him that it would be for the best if we tried finding an apartment of our own, rather than worrying about interruptions and lack of privacy in student housing. Of course, that would depend on finances. We couldn’t do it on our own without both of us having jobs, and then we’d never get time to ourselves.
He pulled out, and when he pressed against my entrance again, I reeled back at the cold lube coating two fingers. Jay wrapped his free arm around my torso, pulling me back. I turned my head to the side, silently pleading for another taste of him. He licked his way across the seam of my lips and my mouth fell slack. He devoured me, fucking my mouth with his tongue, swallowing my cries of pleasure as he crooked two fingers and pegged my prostate.
“Get that ass in the air,” he demanded when he pulled free. My hole clenched, seeking the fullness it was missing. I did as I was told, spreading my legs wide even though being on display for him had me feeling self-conscious.
I closed my eyes and breathed, trying to ignore what I knew was about to happen. I loved feeling him inside of me, but still struggled with relaxing enough to let him in. Jay wasnota small man, and it always felt like the was going to split me until the endorphins took over.
He lined up against my hole, sliding the head of his cock back and forth, spreading even more lube around. Jay always made sure I was good and sloppy before he breached me. I wasn’t sure if that was normal or not, but I definitely enjoyed the results. I fisted the sheets when he dug the tips of his fingers into my shoulder. “Ready, baby?”
I nodded, swallowing around the ever-present nerves before saying, “Yes, please.”
“Hmmm, when you ask so sweetly, I’m not sure how I could refuse.” He slowly entered me, stopping to check in and reminding me to let go. Once he was fully seated, he blanketed my body. I reached back, holding him while he gave me time to adjust. “So good, baby. Love you.”
“Love you, too. Now move,” I demanded, curling my fingers around my dick as he pulled back and slid in again. Eventually, it did start to feel good. I rocked back and forth, chasing and retreating. Jay’s hand slid up my chest, pulling me upright as he drilled into me. “Just like that. Harder. Yes!”
“Knew you’d be a demanding boy for me once you got used to it,” Jay praised me. “So sweet.” He nipped my earlobe. “But remember, you need to be quiet for me, otherwise I won’t be able to take care of you when we’re at your parents’ place. I don’t want to go a whole week without feeling this, do you?”
“No, Daddy,” I sobbed, the upper half of my body falling back to the mattress. I pulled a pillow around my head, muffling my cries as Jay pounded me harder. His pace grew erratic and I knew he was about to come. I jerked myself faster, wanting to come at the same time he did.
Daddy’s teeth sunk into my flesh, silencing the scream I knew he wanted to let out as he thrust into me hard one last time, his fingers pressing hard into my hips. I was going to feel this all over.
Good.
Jay’s hand joined mine, his lips at my ears as we started working together to get me off, his dick still pulsing in my ass. “You’re beautiful, Chase. Don’t know how I made it this long without you in my life. Don’t ever want to be alone again.”
“Me neither.” I turned my head and we kissed, slowly and tenderly, as my body tensed, and I came all over our hands. It was one of the hottest, sweetest, dirtiest moments of my life when Jay pulled out, took off the condom, and used my release to milk one final spurt of come from his own dick, then smeared our combined fluids into my skin.
He moved, settling so his body was half on me and half next to me. The next time I woke, it was to the sound of his mom knocking on the door. “Boys, you need to get up if you want time to eat before you hit the road.”
“Do we have to?” I mumbled into Jay’s chest. “I can call and tell them I missed the bus, so I won’t be able to visit.”
“No, we’re going to drive down there and you’re going to show off your incredibly sexy boyfriend,” Jay teased.
“Oh, someone thinks highly of himself,” I quipped as I slid out from under him. I felt sticky and sweaty and gross. Pretty soon, we were going to have to start giving Gen money toward the water bill. This would be my third shower in twelve hours. “Fine, but when they drive me insane, remember that it’s your fault. You’re going to owe me extra cuddles when we get home.”
“I will give you whatever you need,” he promised. “Jump in the shower while I clean up in here and get our sheets down to the wash. I’ll lay out your clothes.”
Even though I was almost to the door, I turned back, lifting my hand to Jay’s cheek. It was something so small to a lot of people, but the simple act of picking out what I would wear every day allowed me to hold onto a piece of our special bond when I couldn’t be little. “Thank you.”